why me? (tommyinnit angst)

chapter 14

TW:under age smoking, mention of past trauma such as rape and abuse,

Ranboo's pov
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"Do you think I'm annoying?" A shockd experience came to my face "of course not why would you think that?" He sniffed a little responding later "I don't know! I hate myself I always feel like shit and I can't stop feeling this way in always the problem why can't I just be good enough for anyone!" As he was crying I tried to calm him down a little I think he was so stressed he started to pull his hair out "just calm down a little then you can tell me but for right now I'm not going to pressure you into speaking"

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Little time skip
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Aww he fell to sleep he was laying on top of my chest sleeping softly, I couldn't help but stare but I do wonder what happened when he went on his phone should I check. No that's wrong I should mind my own business, I'm just going to go to sleep

   Tommys pov
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PI woke up on top of Ranboo's chest,
"I should get out of here before I worrin his life to" I grab my phone and a random hoodie in Ranboo's closet, walking out the door after I finished the note I was writing for ran. I don't ever learn my lesson don't I

It was raining hard to. Closing the door behind me and my walking begins

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Long time skip
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I don't know how long I've been walking
I'm still kinda tired still raining, as I was walking some more I see some head lights  behind me "Hey kid are you ok?" I hear some one yell behind me getting my attention and making me turn to see who it was. The car pulled Up a side me
"Hey you ok, you look cold" the man was with someone else he had hair that looked like mine but brown and circular glasses,
The person who was driving had long black  hair with a beanie "my name is Alex but call me quackity. This is my good friend Wilbur" "umm... I'm Tommy" He smiled when I finally spoke "Well Tommy you look cold,tired and depressed
how about we take care of you like a baby"

Ya this seems weird or kinda creepy but I kinda trusted them the one driving he was funny, so I got in side his car a couple of minutes pass by and I'm just sitting there listening to them talk about random stuff But that's when I see the pack of cigarettes
                       In the cup holder

Shit why do I want to steal those so bad trying to keep my intrusive thoughts to myself, I decided to just go to sleep

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Other time skip
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I woke up from someone shaking me
"Hey dude were here" opening my eyes and squinting from tiredness
"come on bud you can sleep when you'r in the guest bedroom" i get out the car and see a huge house walking in the stranger's house "Ok so Wilbur is going to get you some clothes and you can take a shower in the guests rooms bathroom"

After he showed Me where the guest room I went to the bathroom to freshen up taking all my wet clothes off and hoping in the tub

I got out the shower and put the clothes they gave me they were kinda big but I didn't care that much, walking down stairs nervously being careful on how loud my steps were I hope there not like my dad

  Quackitys pov
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I saw a figure from the side of my eye from the couch to the stairs Iooked who is was and it was that kid Tommy
"Oh hi there Tommy you scared me a little why were you so quiet?" He seemed surprised that I saw him "oh uh I just learned how to quiet my steps" hmm that's strange why would he need to quiet his steps? "Why would you need to do that?"
"It's just a force of habit" I feel kinda worried for him he has bruises and scars all over his body,did he maybe run away or some shit "Well are you hungry we got pizza" "um no thanks thank you for asking tho" "come on just one pizza you look hungry" I don't even know this kid but why do I feel the need to protect and help him