🔞Your boyfriend game one shots 🔞

☁️Heaven and hell ✔️

Re reading this and a bit angsty or I can't tell but oh well it does mention suicide a bit just to warn ya if you have any issues about that sort of topic)
Credit to AngelDreamurr on insta)
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"Y/n no!-"
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"Y/n wake up please! Y-your gonna be fine okay? I-I've called the ambulance your gonna be okay right?"
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"Say something y/n!"
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"Y/N!"
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No! Please give me another chance I can't leave them I just can't!
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Please I beg of you there must be some way I can stay with them
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Is that really the only way?...
Fine....
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If this is how it has to be...
I'm sorry I couldn't stay around for much longer love...
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Y/Ns pov
It's been almost a year now since the incident
....since becoming
T h i s
It's...not bad to be considered as this but....
It's not the same anymore with tk...
It's just been them and I
Well for them it only seems they are by themselves but I promise I'm with them always
Even if they can't see me...
Right now tk is sitting at the diner looking out the window I sit across them
"🍵...."
"...."
The silent felt so loud even if the diner was full of people but the thing was most of them were happy couples or family's or even those group of young teens hanging out together
....I miss being alive in that sense
The joys of the simplest things in life
A simple touch
Simplest words
Hearing the voice of someone you love
That voice being right towards you
"🍵 y/n..."
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Every time they say my name it gives me hope that they can see me but that's not the case
Oh tk...I miss you too...I can see you everyday but you can't see me...
"💟 here's your order tk"
And here's Lucy...my roommate
I'm sorry I left so suddenly I know she was trying to hard to get that job
She didn't mean to depend on my but I'm glad in a way because of my death she grew a bit more independent
"🍵 thanks lucy..."
"💟 milkshake again huh?..."
"🍵 yeah...it was her favorite here"
"💟 I remember"
She ruffled their hair I guess she misses doing that to me she would always do that when I was in a rush for work and gave me coffee
I'm glad they are getting along since before they didn't really know each other
"🍵....I really miss her..."
"💟 I know...I miss her too"
I miss you guys more...I'm so sorry I left in such a way but couldn't let tk die...
"💟 well I have to get back to work tk call me if you need anything else okay?"
"🍵 alright.."
As soon as she leaves they go back to staring out the window and drinking the milkshake
Heh oh tk...if only you knew
Not long after tk pays and leaves the diner
I follow them along the way to make sure they're safe
They haven't done much to their apartment
I was gonna move in since we had been together for so long...
It's sad I never got the chance
Tk doesn't even bother to do anything they didn't even eat a proper meal
They just went to bed as I layed next to them
They can't feel me
Can't hear Me
Can't even sense I'm with them everyday
Oh tk...
"🍵 y/n...I miss you so much"
I miss you more tk...
And with that they fell asleep I decided to stay there watch over them maybe rest as well for tomorrow...
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"🥀 my my~ such a unique guardian angel resting beside a mortal?"
My eyes shot wide open hearing such a voice looking around tk is still asleep but the sun will rise soon
"🥀 right here darling~"
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I am faced to such a demon in front of me my wings opening up and covering tk
"What are you doing here."
"🥀 hm? Isn't it obvious? I'm here as this...moss haired kids demon...you know for balance~"
"Tks fine without you"
"🥀 is that so? Last I checked this kid is bound to kill themselves~"
"That's not happening"
"🥀 I don't know sometimes the one you love dying makes you do...crazy things~ don't you know"
"And do you even know who they lost?"
"🥀 hm no don't care maybe that persons in hell for all we know"
You son of a b-
"🥀 your quite cute making that pissed off face~ awe do you like me?"
"Never in a million years foul demon"
"🥀 never say never"
He floats over to tk looking down at him with such a sinister face
"🥀 another soul bound to kill themselves or maybe...coincidentally die by 'accident'" he grins at me
I held a fist in my hand
I can't punch him I can't punch him I cannot punch him or else-
"🍵 mmm.."
"🥀 oh looks like they're waking up~"
Tk!
Don't worry tk I'll protect you
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I kept an eye on this demon all the time he's given me mischievous looks and when tk was crossing the road he tried to push tk onto it as a truck was driving by
Thank heavens they didn't though someone so kind pulled them back asking if they were alright
Luckily there is some good people in the world...even though they are hard to find...
How ever this thing has been causing nothing but trouble always getting tk into trouble and near death!
Seriously the reaper is getting confused now
But nonetheless I kept tk safe from all of it
They made it to work today I just watched them in the usual booth
"🥀 oh satans sake I know it's your job but can't ya just let me have a little fun darling~"
"Are you seriously asking me that right now?"
"🥀 whaaat you love it~"
"No I don't I don't like how your trying to kill them!"
"🥀 relax you can't blame me it's my job"
"And it's my job to keep them safe!"
I got up from the booth I mean no one can see us anyways I find tk in the back throwing out the trash
Oh tk...
How I miss you so much...I promise I won't let you die by his hands...
"🥀 by the way I never got your name miss?...~"
"Tell me yours first."
"🥀 heh little fire in there huh we'll fine but I don't exactly like my name...Peter"
"...Pft"
"🥀....you did not just laugh at that"
"Sorry I believe I did your names quite funny"
"🥀 oh my names funny then what's your name"
"It's-"
Just as I was about to tell him I couldn't help but notice tk and that new coworker talking
She's a bit to friendly....
I step away from Peter and get near them listening on the conversation
"🍵 a date?..."
"🖤 y-yeah I've seen you around and would like to take you out...~"
Oh no
I
I mean I know I'm gone but I'm just not ready to see tk with someone else I mean it's selfish of me though it hurts ....
"🍵 sorry I can't..."
"🖤 oh? I'm sorry do you already have a partner?"
"🍵...she's gone...I'm not ready to move on..."
"🖤 oh tk I'm so sorry I didn't mean to"
"🍵 no it's fine..just miss her so much...I'm not ready to move on from her..."
"🖤 my condolences tk...I wish you the best of luck..."
I sigh in relief I feel bad but I guess tk and I are in the same boat without realizing it...the girl was sweet about it...I hope she's nice as she seems if..tk does move on..
I grip my chest watching Tks dull eyes wonder as they get back inside after I follow
"🥀......"
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Tk was closing up I ignore Peter...boredly sitting there as tk was closing up the diner
"🍵 another day another dollar..."
Hehe they use to say that more happily...now it just sounded dreadful
"🥀 does this kid even have a soul anymore? So...lifeless...you know it's better to end it~"
"No no no it isn't pEtEr" I angrily mocked him as we were following tk
"🥀 attitude~"
"Your insufferable you just can't say things like that dying isn't the answer to a dreadful life okay?!"
"🥀....for me it was..."
"What?" I stopped as tk went into the flower shop looking back to Peter
"You...died?..."
"🥀...well more like I killed myself ya know..heh...cause otherwise I'd be up there..." as he pointed up I looked into the clouds then at him again
"I...why...why did you do it"
"🥀 there was nothing else for me...no friends no family...I hate my mother my sister and I never got along...she's probably happy I died..."
"You don't know that..."
"🥀 I'm pretty sure she does...my therapist never helped either there was just nothing for me...I never got to experience love although I thought maybe I was asexual but I always felt empty...so I..quit..heh"
"I-"
Just as I was about to say something tk came out with (your favorite flowers)
As I followed him I realized what today is...
"You know...I'm sorry if I treated you to harshly " we decide to walk beside each other following behind tk
"🥀 no it's only fair...we are both doing our jobs..opposites you know.."
"Yeah...I guess I judged you more then got to know you"
"🥀 well demons don't exactly have a good reputation nor does hell so I don't blame you..."
"Heh yeah...but angels too are confusing and heaven sometimes we don't seem like good guys either..."
"🥀 it's all confusing but..try making the most of it? Even if we are not after the same goal?..."
"Yeah...do what we must.."
"🥀 hey you never gave me your name and clearly you didn't...off yourself so...how did you die?..."
"Well my name it's.."
"🍵y/n..."
I look over at tk at my grave
"Y/n...." I walk up beside them
"🍵 hey y/n....it's me tk....heh...I probably sound foolish like this if you were to see me now...but this is my only way to comfort myself...talk to you...even though you probably can't hear me..."
They started tearing up as did I sitting next to them
"🍵 it's just...it's been so hard without you...nothing feels the same I don't see you next to me anymore I don't see you at work...I don't hear you I don't feel you...it's hard without you y/n...I miss you I miss us...I miss you everyday....just today I was asked out it hurt because...it reminded me of you..."
*flashback cause yes*
Tks pov
Dammit have to throw out trash yet again
I wonder why boss picks at me like this
Oh well another one in the dump as I turn around about to head back inside
Oh shi- the new coworker she started a month ago...I admit she's really cute especially that moment we had when she took a bite of the frie I had in my hand
Y/n...yeah that's her name..
Y/n...
"🍵 hey y/n what's up? Boss have more trash for me to through heh..." god I feel stupid why can't I act casual it's not that hard tk
"No actually...I wanted to ask you something..."
"🍵 ? We'll ask away then what's up?"
"Um well...."
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"🍵 a d-date?" My face heats up
"Y-yeah well we've only known each other for a little but i see you around a lot and..I'd like to take you out...."
I felt so happy I didn't think she liked me back
"🍵 o-of course y/n id love to"
"G-great it's a date then!"
"🍵 y-yeah a date!"
We both just stare awkwardly at each other
"O-oh we should get going huh before boss yells at us-"
"🍵 right right"
As we head in separating to do our jobs...
....I have a date heh
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*end of flashback*
I remember now the first time I asked out tk
Oh how silly yet romantic
I looked over at tk softly until I saw them sobbing up a storm causing me to tear up
"🍵 I really miss you...so dam much...I'd do anything to get you back...I know it may not be possible but I would...I'd...do anything..."
Oh tk no...don't resort to that...
I cry hugging them wanting so badly for them to hear me
"Please don't..."
"🍵 !"
I heard them gasp as they looked around
"🍵 ....heh I must be going crazy...I'm so sorry y/n..."
Oh tk please don't be
I look over to see Peter stare in awe as he cam over and looked at the grave
"🥀 Y/n...I didn't know this was..."
"It's fine....now you see why they are really important to me..."
He sits down beside me as I let go of tk they are wiping the tears away letting go of the flowers putting them down
I sigh looking over at tk just sitting there
They felt me right?..heard me?...
"🥀 I do rather feel guilt now for them..."
"Huh?"
"🥀 so much love and care for you...they got to experience something amazing and lost it...I wish I had someone like you when I was alive..."
"I'm sorry..."
"🥀 don't be...I think tk will be just fine...they won't do it.."
"You really think so?"
"🥀 yeah...I believe so..."
He looked at me softly then looked back at where tk is wide eyed
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I turn over to see someone behind tk
She's pink and white...she looks soft
"🌸 you really loved her huh..."
"🍵 ?!"
"🌸sorry...I was just really intrigued by your passion for her...so many people here died and had strong relationships with their loved ones.."
"🍵 and you are?..."
"🌸 Sarah...ya know here to do the same as you..."
They see the roses in their hands
"🍵 did you lose your partner too?..."
"🌸 oh no..these are for my brother...he always loved roses...I can see why..."
She started walking up ahead as tk followed
"🍵 I'm sorry for your loss"
"🌸 mm..I didn't think he'd take his own life...he always loved roses cause of what they represent...what he always wanted...I wasn't a great sister we both were always at each other's throats....mother never really cared....I didn't know what he was going through we never talked...I'd make up for it if I could...I'm sorry Peter..."
She planted the roses down
"🌸 I hope both our loved ones are doing better at least..."
"🍵 yeah...I really hope so too..."
They both looked up at the sky night had fallen as tk left...then Sarah
But we...we stayed there
"That was..."
"🥀 my sister..."
"Oh..."
"🥀 she...cared?" I heard his voice broke turning to see his tears falling
Oh Peter...he never felt cared for...now he doesn't know how to respond to it
I gave him a hug
"There's always at least somebody who cares for you..."
I just felt him hug back tightly like he never wanted to let go
So I just stayed there
For what felt like an eternity
"🥀 y/n?..."
"Hm?"
"🥀 thank you..."
"No problem Peter...no problem..." I grab his hand
"come on gotta do our jobs you know"
"🥀 alright darling....alright...."
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:D- this one was probably cringy sorry about that I kinda didn't know what more to do but thanks for reading 2581 words)