I want to dye my hair black or red
To cut it and have bangs
I want to see change
Ik you said you liked the brown
But now when I see it I frown
I am the version of me that was yours
The version you will always see as a "useless whore"
I want to wear contacts to cover what you called my "pretty eyes"
I want to be something I can no longer despise
I want to pierce my belly button and wear chains around my waist
But no longer is it for you but rather my own embrace
I want to do my makeup and change my "precious" style
Maybe then I'd like myself for a little while
I want to change my body
So to do so I'll change my hobbies
Working out is a plus
But even In that I don't have trust.
I lack the change and growth I need
so a useless whore I will still be.
VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
Aiden
PoesiaBreakups are hard especially your first big one. Mine shattered my heart and this is how I felt about him and I hope it might be relatable for someone else so they know they aren't alone feeling like this. This talks about the pain and distress my l...
