part six : don't run away from me

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I can feel it

He was running away , he was getting far and far  away...till i started not being capable to hear the sounds of his  foot steps ...

my head is hurting me  from the hit I got and I am bleeding a bit , I feel dizzy  I should go after him but i can't

I 'll lose him , I 'll lose chay forever , I won't be able to hear his voice , I won't be able to tease him or hear him complaining about it ...

I was the one who pushed him away ,I asked to leave,  I was the one who creat such a heart broken person from an innocent angel
I can't complain about it now  , I have no right

- An image of chay smiling and giggling with his bright innocent eyes and the little rounded cheeks as if they are teasing me appearing whenever I am not there

- as if you were the only light entering my darkness . As if you are the only good thing in my dirty life , as if you were the only reason that I still have to be alive , actually you are !

"I loved him. NO ! I love him "

I need to get him back , I want him back , I am coming chay
I promise I 'll never let anything hurt you

I pulled my gun from the drower  and I left the house and I start running and running not seeing chay anywhere 

-" CHAAAAAY , CHAAAAAY ...WHERE R U ?"
I was running non stop I didn't know where to go,  he was no were  ...

The feeling of desperate was finding his way for my thoughts, I was starting to belive that I lost him and I 'll never see him again

My chest hurts so bad  and I felt dizzy...
I knew that running this way will get me no results I need some backup

I started running in the opposite direction, going back to the house , the first thing I was going to do is to reach kinn he was the only one knowing about  the relationship  even if it means that I am gonna lose my freedom

I reached the house  ,while I was walking in  I was so surprised but also so happy

....he was there in the garden setting in the corner like alost child and crying non stop his conditionis so sad but I can't help but smiling in tiny ...

I felt a relief as if my soul is getting back to me  but my eyes started getting wet  , I am so glade that he is safe and I can see him infront of my own eyes ..

I started walking slowly  step by step till I reached him then I sit next to him , he looked at me for a second than he looked away as if he was blaming me without words

-" I am sorry chay , I will never do this again I am really sorry ... don't run away from me , please  .."
My tears start falling it was my first time crying in front of someone and I wasn't complaining

It was a few seconds of silence all you can hear is our heavy breath and a few sounds of birds coming from the woods

Suddenly chay started leaning back, as if he can not pull it together , I was surprised so I turned to look at him
" feel dizzy " chay said with his voice trembling  while trying to stand still but he was not capable to

"- chay are you okey , chay look at , No don't clause your eyes....CHAY!  "

To be continued...

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