part seventeen: giving up.

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Porchay's pov

a sensation of pain and fatigue radiated throw all my body , especially my lower part , the smallest move was nearly impossible, I can feel the bruises and markes and my swollen hole I slightly opened my eyes against the stronge sunlight , I started getting flashbacks from my days here

a man shutting my mouth ..
a man choking me ..
a man putting both my legs up and-...and-

that face , that person ... yocef!

I gritted my teeth and closed my eyes agressevly not wanting to face another day..... , another day of this  living hell , he didn't....he didn't stop , even when I told him to , he didn't stop when I screamed nor when ...I cried .. he kept forcing himself òn me ...kissing me , biting my skin , filling me with his disgusting  thing

my burning  hot tears sneaked out makeing its way of my forcly shuted eyelids , a loud scream came out of my broken soul ...  I yelled countless of times

"aghhhhhhhh.. kille me ..just kill mee "

nobody came , nobody does ..it's not my first time anyway ...

I have lost count of my days here I only remember counting once ,twice , trice but not afterwards ..not anymore

everyday some guy with a large body and a bold head come in to give me my meals twice a day , I was scared of him but as the time passed here ,  I get to know that he was not the big deal, the real threat was non other than that monster who visits my bed everynight ...killing my peace , killing my soul, and humiliating me ,  erasing the rest of what i know about my pride and self respect ...

*knock knock...

I turned around finding the door opening

" the boss is gonna be here in half of an hour , here is the clothes, don't cause problems and take a
shower !...the sooner you accept it the better "

it was that same bold guy as always..he sat the clothes on the bed then left

I stood up taking slow painful steps toward the bathroom , I take off those filthy pants and underwear, the sperm mixed with the redness of the blood slipped on the back of my right knee , I was looking at it for I don't know much time , it gets familiar, I smirked with empty eyes the purple roses painted on my skin where painful whenever I brushed my finger tips against them. I wonder if my first time with p'kim would have got me purple roses two or would it be sunflower , his favourite !

" you done? "

a familiar voice called out and I jumped in horror befor turning around to look at the man who just stepped in the bathroom.

" yes "

I said looking down with a lost dignity , it was him , he arrived ! he was standing there in a white shirt and linen drawstring pants and some sandles he was there glancing at my naked body like a hungry animal watching his prey with a smirk , I didn't even bother to cover it not even my intimate zones I walked toward the door passing by him then I sat on the bed , he walked after me then pit his hands on his pockets , then he said

" look at you, you look like a used tissue ..." he sighed shaking his head with a smiled

" look we have some important guests tonight they are here for just for you , you have been a great dildo to me and news got spread , so my best friends are here for some fun , okey ! "

"make sure to look so pretty and obedient like yu have always been ... be ready and wait for me to call for you after one hour , don't try to get smart be a good boy ....the clothes there is what you are going to wear , and the drowrs there have the cosmetic product you could need , make sure to cover those dark circles "

he smirked when he noticed me shivering because of how the room was cold

" I know that you wouldn't try anything stupid but only a reminder .."

he got near to me taking two steps forward then he leaned , his face inches away from my ear then he whispered

"whatever you think I can do or would do , you are right! "

I would have been tearing up, pleading then fighting , or even screaming but not anymore that my fault ,my faith ,my shame!

After one hour :

I was sitting on the Bed as usual wearing the clothes that were given to me , didn't put any effort into my face till that bod guy came in and started touching up my face with all that make up , and spray all that perfume, the sweet smell was suffocated, I was like a doll !

it was mer seconds on that process before the door opend and he said

" its time ! Come on"

I stood walking out of the door willingly , knowing damn well what was waiting for me, I just give up !

Porchays outfit

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To be continued ...

Hello guys I hope you enjoy the part and vote for it
Chay is at a point where he is so broken and suffering mentally,  it was so hard for me to write and imagine those feelings  ..
He lost faith and accepted being treated that way

Be ready to what's gonna happen next🤞

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