Received (Epistolary)

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Lorelai 🤍
1:52 PM

Maybe you're really just thinking wise since you said you also didn't want marriage for convenience.

You're still thinking that I'm just being kind and considerate?

Because you are.

Putangina naman, Lorelai.
I told you and made you feel my love for the dearest of my fucking life.
And I never asked anything in return.

Because you never acknowledged
my love.
I tried so hard to make you feel it.
Pero parang walang napupunta sa 'yo.

Saying that as if you
acknowledged mine. 😆
Did you ever really love me?
Even just a bit?

Christian
Let's not talk about this over text.
Let's rest muna.
Masyado na tayong mainit.

You're the one who said we
shouldn't meet.
And you can't even answer my question.

Christian, I love you.
But your love is too much.

Because that's how I feel.
And I don't know how to find a way to make you feel my love less.

You didn't do that.
Your love is so strong that it started being the reason why I can't sleep.
It became a reason why we're drifting apart.

What do you mean?

You're missing a lot of practice.
Sienna said wala ka sa meeting
niyo ng Tigers.
Kaya coach said bench ka sa game 1.
You could no longer focus because of the issue.

Do you love me still?

Villa, get a grip.
This is no longer about love or us.

Lorelai

I don't want to say this over text.

Please don't.

Let's break up.
It will make things better.

Do you really want that?

 
🔒 happyela
No.

 
Lorelai 🤍
2:16 PM

Yes.

 
🔒 happyela
I love you so much it hurts.

 
Lorelai 🤍
2:18 PM

I promised to make anything
better for you.
I'm sorry I couldn't keep that.
But the least I can do right now is say yes to you so you'll feel better.

Thank you, Villa.

Take care, Lorelai.
I'll see you around. :)
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🔒 happyela
I love you so much I can't say it.

🔒 happyela
I'm sorry.