Did I Ever (KimChay SS)

Part 22

Hello...hope all are doing well! I'm back with the update after a long time (believe me even I'm surprised that so long has passed), so much happened since then too...

And also it's going to be a long chapter, so hopefully you'll be fine! see ya at the end of the chapter!!

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Next day,

Porchay's room

            "WHAAATTTT?" Porsche screamed, hopping out of the bed, making the small bag Chay had prepared for himself, tumble down in the process. Unfazed by his brother's extreme reaction, Chay calmly stared at his furious brother, covering his ears Though he had expected, the scream hurt his ears. He momentarily glanced towards the door, to see if any of the bodyguards tried to break in, thinking he might be in some danger. He let out a relieved sigh when he heard nothing other than Porsche's fuming breaths, and turned back to him. Porsche ran his hand through his hair, as he paced back and forth, in front of Chay who was still sitting at the foot of the bed. "That bastard...how could he...I'm gonna kill him! I'm...I'm..." Porsche stated aloud, unable to control his anger and shock.

            Chay rolled his eyes "Please stop screaming, Hia...and calm down!" he spoke gently, trying to reason with his brother, but Porsche's head snapped at Chay at once. "Calm down! CALM DOWN...how can I calm down...You...you... You spent the night in his room!!" Porsche spoke between his gritted teeth, trying to filter out all the cuss words that were popping into his head. Chay pursed his lips trying to stifle out a peal of laughter, knowing exactly the 'words' his brother wanted to use in his statement. Suppressing his smile, Chay looked at Porsche innocently, "But Hia...you are the one who said to me, yesterday...to follow my heart!" he said slowly, enjoying every reaction from his brother. Porsche who felt like he was about to erupt like a volcano, took in a deep breath and controlled himself "I did...but not to his room!" he said almost flabbergasted by Chay's calmness.

  Chay lowered his head, while internally rolling his eyes at his brother's statement. You're the one to talk, Hia! he thought but refused to word it out, in fear of having to run for his life around the mansion, in the morning. Porsche raised his head, closed his eyes, and took in deep breaths, as his mind was beginning to fixate on one detail. His entire being was forcing him to ask Chay...the one simple inappropriate question, while the small sane side of his mind was scared of hearing the answer too. He knew Chay was not a kid anymore, and was capable of making his own decisions, but the protective brother inside him...wanted to know. And also wanted to pound Kim, even at the thought of him touching his baby brother.

            Taking a long breath, Porsche hesitantly began with his eyes still closed. "Tell me...Chay...did..." Porsche paused, looking at Chay, who just 'cluelessly' looked back at him with his eyebrows raised, waiting for him to finish the question. But soon burst into a fit of chuckles, seeing the exasperated sigh Porsche fumingly let out, watching him. Between which, he reached out to grab Porsche's hand, and pulled him back to the bed, making him sit again. Porsche looked at Chay with gritted teeth, while the latter calmly smiled back at him. "Phi...Soo much happened..." Chay began seemingly lost in thoughts, "...and it felt like we actually hadn't talked in a long time!" he spoke amused by his own thoughts, while Porsche finally calmed and listened to him silently.

Breaking out of his thoughts, Chay smiled "...so we talked...well mostly me, I kept telling him everything...things I hadn't spoken about to anyone...about my life, my school, university, my worries...everything!" he said sounding content and proud, as he continued to caress Porsche's hands. With concern and guilt sprouting inside, Porsche just watched his baby brother. Because all he could see was how the lonely, and almost introverted teenager, was finally able to open up to someone. It wasn't the first time Porsche had felt it, he also wished to spend more time with his brother. But always had to reason with himself, that he needed to work more for him...for his studies...his future. And it worsened after meeting the Theerapanyakuls.