I Want You

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It's quali day, I went to the paddock with Lewis and sat with him on a terrace until he had to go and get in the car.

it was a good day for Mercedes, tomorrow Lewis starts from 2nd and George from 3rd, Charles was very fast today and starts from 1st.

after I left the paddock with the boys I went straight to my room and then I spent the evening with Lewis, Alex, Charles, George, Lily and Logan.

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it's race day and today I really didn't want to be late in the paddock so I woke up in the morning and went with Daniel, who is also coming to the race to support the Red Bull team.

I had my coffee with Daniel and I spent a long time talking with him, I also told him about the fact that I was returning to the prema team and he said that he is very proud of me

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we are in lap 20 and unfortunately Piastri, Sainz and Verstappen no longer compete after having problems with their car, I see something on TV that I never wanted to see.

and in the headphones I hear the presenter saying:

"ohhh, that was very bad, Charles Leclerc is taken off the track after being caught between the two Alfa Romeo cars, the Ferrari car went straight into the wall"

my stomach dropped seeing this and especially how the car caught fire

"red flag as long as nothing is known about the driver from the Ferrari team. Now the special teams have arrived and are trying to get out the driver trapped in the red car, we don't know anything about the driver, but we are anxiously waiting for an answer"

before I fall on the floor I see black in front of my eyes and relive moments from Jules' accident.

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"Kaya, Kaya please wake up" I hear someone say this after I feel splashes of water falling on my face

"Kaya, please wake up, I don't know what I'm going to tell George if something happend with you"

I slowly open my eyes and after that I see him

"Charles?" I said in a pained voice

"Kaya, oh my goodness Kaya, yes it's me, I'm Charles I'm here with you now" I saw him say that

"Charles, I'm glad you're okay" I said when I hug him

"I'm glad you're fine too" he said smiling

"where am I?" I ask

"In Mercedes hospitality, we are in George's room" Charles said

"oh then what are you doing here?" I said

"um, I came to make sure you're okay"

it was quiet, no one was saying anything, we were both on the couch and then I looked into Charles' eyes 

"Charles, I thought you were going to die.." I said as a tear slid down my cheek

"please don't cry Kaya, I'm fine now, I'm with you"  Charles said to me, wiping away my tears