I Want You

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I woke up with someone entering the door and shouting "good morning lovers, if you don't start getting ready we'll have to leave you at home"

I started scared and covered my body even though I was dressed

"Pierre are you stupid? could you knock on the door at least, what if we were doing SOMETHING???!" I screamed

"then I would feel very sorry for you, but I wouldn't mind seeing you like this" said Pierre with a smirk on his face

"get out Gasly" I said and put my head under the blanket of shame

"Did I just see how Pierre Gasly flirted with you?" Paul said moving the blanket over my head

"yes Paul" I said

"as a fake boyfriend should I have said something?" He asked smiling

"Paul, you are a very bad fake boyfriend" I said laughing

we got out of bed and started getting ready to go to the beach

that's how I dressed

I went downstairs with Paul by the hand, it's a little strange, but it's also normal at the same time because I've been together with Paul before

"how cute you are together" Carmen told me in front of everyone

"thank you Carmi" I said smiling and looking into Paul's eyes

"ok, shall we go?" Said Lewis

we walked to the beach because we are very close to it, we laughed a lot on the way together with everyone, we laughed at Charles who dropped the ice cream on his shirt, at Lily who made Alex go back home because Lily forgot her sunglasses.

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We didn't stay long on the beach, only until we caught the sunset and then we went home because we had other plans, also with the others

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we got home and got ready to go to the club, the others left before us, and Paul and I arrived a little later than the others

tonight will be perfect to make Lewis jealous

one day he told me that he would die to see me in a short red dress

so, this is how I'll dress, only I'll have Paul on hand, I've already talked to him about it, it's going to be a very cool evening

this is the dress i'm wearing and paul has a pair of black pants and a shirt open at the top to look hot

he drove and when we got to the club I went in hand in hand with him, we went to a table where Arthur, Ollie and Charles were

I talked with them for a while and then I went to a bar to get something stronger to drink where I talked with Kelly and Isa

after some time, the girls left and Lewis sat next to me

"what are you doing here, if you came to argue you better leave" I said

"am i the one who wants to argue? you're the one who makes a fake boyfriend just to make me jealous" he said laughing

"what are you talking about?" I said and took a sip of my drink

"seriously Kaya? I didn't even see you kissing once, when you were sleeping don't even stand close to each other , how did you think I would believe you?" he said laughing

"this is the problem? you're crazy, we just didn't kiss in front of you, but if you insist I can solve this" I said and gave a shot

I went to Paul and told him in his ear to join me, I could feel Lewis's eyes following my every step as I approached the dance floor with Paul by the hand

we started dancing very close to each other and Paul's hands were touching parts that made me feel very good, after a while he started kissing my neck, and then I could see Lewis looking at us, so that I moved forward and kissed Paul passionately and he kissed me back

when we finished the kiss I looked after Lewis and I could see him leaving the door of the club nervous "that was fun" said Paul laughing

"without any kind of feeling, yes?" I said to make sure

"sure, stay calm" said Paul

I danced with Paul all night and I felt very good with him, I had some shots with George and Pierre, I played DJ with Lando..it was a very fun evening, but I felt Hamilton's presence, I don't know what to do

after many hours, Paul and I decided to leave, so we got in the car and he drove home, he had parked the car in front of the house, I was ready to get off, but then I looked at him and made eye contact and we kissed, it wasn't a real kiss, but I was drunk and he was sleepy, I didn't really notice the kiss and we just got out of the car and entered the house

when I entered the house laughing, I made eye contact with Lewis and the smile immediately fell from my face, I had a deja vu, a pleasant one, because then I realized that I had experienced this once before, with Lewis, the kiss in the car

I continued my way to the bedroom with Paul and we changed into pajamas to go to sleep, I couldn't sleep, I thought about that kiss all night

I don't know if I made the right choice to let Lewis go because I love him very much, but he hurt me, he hurt me like no one else could do it

in my mind I know exactly what I want to do, but I don't know if it's the right choice, I'm afraid

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