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he tells her thats hes nothing
like the last one,
he redefines in every way what love is.

he tells her thats hes nothing like the last one,he redefines in every way what love is

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Nailea Johnson,-i couldn't believe it,

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Nailea Johnson,
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i couldn't believe it,

my boyfriend of 2 years had cheated on me, after i went home all i could do is cry

"mija do you want-" my mom walked in

"aii mija que paso" she says carresing my face
(what happend)

i sniffle my nose a little before wiping it

"jacob cheated on me." i lowly say

her bottom lip sticks out a little bit before she hugs me one last time before leaving, she knew i wanted to be alone

after she left i quickly got up looking at myself in the mirror, i looked horrible and horrendous i changed into some shorts and a tank top before getting in bed and instantly falling asleep

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i woke up drenched in sweat, i checked the time on my phone and it was already 8:24pm i had been asleep half the day

also i hadn't ate allllll dayyyy so i was mad hungry, i threw on a sweater not givin a fuck how i looked

"my baby, ¿adónde vas?" she asks
(where are you going)

"to the deli, is that okay?" i say as she kind of looked worried for me, she knew how much i had loved that boy

she nods her head a little

"of course mija, just don't be to long okay?" she said as she gave me a ten

"okay love you mami" i say as she kissed my head before letting me go

as soon as i got to the deli i got a whole bunch of random shit, like the deli by my house so cheap i could buy the whole store with just that ten dollars

anywho i got my snacks and went to pay

"hi jaun" i say, i just knew he was gonna ask questions i mean my eyes were super puffy from all the crying nd how i looked

"hola mija, no te ves muy bein" he says
(you dont look to good)

i fake chuckle a little

"wow, thanks" i say putting my head down a little

"sorry mija, didn't mean it like that" he says handing me my bag

"something with jacob?" he asks as his mexican accent comes out

"yea, we broke up" i could feel my eyes start to water again, its not like i wanted to cry over this nigga but it just hurt so much from everything we did together to now

"you know, i think your gonna meet someone very, very special soon" he smirks

i looked at him confused as hell before saying goodbye and leaving, going to a bench that was close by the delip

i sat down taking all my snacks out and started to eat them

all i could think about were our memories, and before i knew it i was crying, taking bites out of my cosmic brownie i had bought

my arms wrapped around my legs since i had put them up on the bench

"hey you okay?" i hear a voice ask as i slowly look up

it was a boy, a lightskin long haired boy.

i sniffle quickly kind of feeling embarrassed

"yea, yea im fine" i say as my legs dropped back down to the floor

he could tell i wasnt

he sits down beside me wrapping his arm around my shoulder letting me lean on him, as soon as he did that, thats when i bursted out

everything inside of me was all draining out

at this point i knew that this wasnt all just about jacob, it was everything i've ever kept balled up inside of me, never being able to let it go

he was just softly carresing my head letting me pour out to him

after a while i finally cooled down, getting off from his shoulder i looked at his sweater and it was drenched in tears

"im sorry" i laugh a little wiping my nose

"its aii" he laughed back

"nigga we leavin lets go!" we heard another lightskin yell, i assumed it was time for him to go

he rolled his eyes before looking back at me

"whats ya name?" he asks sitting up a little

"nailea"

he smiles.

"pretty name, im notti" he stands up pulling me up by my hand

"can i hug you?" he asks, soooo nicely

i nod my head before he quickly pulled me in, giving me a long and tight hug

"it was good seeing you, nailea" he smiles before running back to a car with the same guy from earlier

i smiled looking down at the bench as i saw a white piece of paper, opening it, it was his number with the words 'text me'

i laughed shaking my head a little, nd in the corner of my eye was jaun, smiling

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how yall like the way i wrote this one??
anywho ima start writin
em like thiss!

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