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Getting a closer relationship

It was his mum "hi mum your home early" then his mum tells him that they're going away for a some time his mum his dad and his little sister when he hears the door close he pulls me up "soo home alone" "I guess so Farhan" "mmm come here" he pulls me on for a hug and then I remembered "shit shit what time is it" "it's twelve why" "I need to go home Farhan my mum got back at ten" "really it was just getting fun" he says saddened I get all my stuff together and walk out his door to the bus stop near his house. The bus was like ten minutes away then and I start to feel sick, the bus arrives, I get on the bus and get to my house and after such a good night the worst thing happens I come out of the shower, drying my hair with a towel and Farhan texted me

 "I'm so sorry I love you so much but I wanna end this, for now, I can't handle us right now I have to much to focus on and a relationship that isn't gonna last just isn't worth it." he never blocked me he just sent the message and went offline that day was the last day I spoke to Farhan for a while after that school went on I didn't let it get to me I had an exam a few weeks ago and I was getting my results today in English so I was panicking and lucky me Farhan was in my class I was shaking when miss curly was handing out the exam papers and I turned it around I GOT AN A I was so happy I screamed "ahhhhhhhhh I GOT AN A THATS CRAZY." "Aisha you cheated." Farhan said cause he got a B "I didn't cheat I'm just smart unlike you." "mhm well..." he couldn't think of what to say I jus ignored him "sooooo Amala what'd you get?" She looked upset "I got a B plus." I could tell she was annoyed "well at least you got better than Farhan you know" he looks at me and says "bitch I'm glad I broke up with you." My heart once again broke "what the actual fuck is wrong with you Farhan your the same boy who was begging me to stay the other day but okay."

 Honestly boys are too much, after that we didn't speak I went down to lunch and I saw Salem with Juliet and I just sat with them at lunch when I'd usually be with farhan at his table there was a hyped conversation "so then Farhan you broke up with her?" "She was too much to handle I'd rather go out with Amy." The boys laughed you see Farhan had a friend his name was Oro and he was Turkish he was so fine damn but he was older than me so you know didn't wanna be a weirdo but we used to be friends now weren't not and he hates me because I started dating Farhan but he doesn't act like it so he an still get info about us till now since he ended things anyways no negative emotions 

I left class and walked to the bus stop with Juliet and then she got off at her stop so when she did I was all alone on the bus it got dark and I missed my stop, I didn't realize till I was at the end of the bus journey and when I was getting off the bus driver said "be careful out there." I looked back and said "I will thanks." I looked around and I recognized where I was, I had ended up near a petrol station near my house so I could walk back home, when I got home I was tired and I felt sick again, I ran to the bathroom and I was sick more than I usually was. When I came back to my room I screamed "ah what are you doing here Farhan?" He came up to me and lifted my chin up so I was looking at him "I had to see you got home safe you were on that bus for ages." I was confused and then it clicked "you didn't?" He looked at me guilty "I had to okay I only activated it once I swear." We had put our locations on each others phones and once we broke up I turned mine off but I forgot he made the account so he knew the password

 "your such a bitch Farhan, you really need to leave me alone do you not remember we broke up." He followed me as I was putting my jacket in my wardrobe "come on we both know you can't live with out..." I just gave him the biggest side eye In the world "what it's true Aisha you miss me." I just ignored him I went to the kitchen and he stayed in my room cause mum was home and she was asleep I got some snacks and some cold water and then slowly walked back into my room and closed the door. I sat on the bed and got my laptop on so I could watch a movie and he took his shirt off and sat on the bed

 "what we watching?" I pushed him off the bed "your not watching anything your going home so I can relax it's the weekend leave my house." He sat back down "push me off again and watch what happens." From then on ignore him until I see him reading a notebook on my desk "today me and Farhan went out on a date to cosmos and after that we went to the cinema and when I say we had a VERY very good night I mean it hehe." "Farhan put that down." "Oh when he kissed me." "Farhannn!" I get up off my bed and he runs around my room with the book "it felt so good." I grabbed it off him "shut up my mums asleep dumbass." I hear footsteps outside my room...