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Y/n pov
Me and Jenna are sitting on the couch watching a movie I keep feeling my phone buzz in my pocket because of those Jenna fans who keep telling me I'm not worth it and it's starting to get in my feelings.
Um I will be right back. I said as I went upstairs.
Jenna looked at me confused as she didn't think much of it and kept watching the movie.
I throwed my phone my bed as I took put a knife and starting to cut myself, I try not to make noises because of the pain.
A little later I cover my scars whir my sweather and pull away my knife as I went back downstairs.
Baby you okay that took long? Jenna asked worried about me.
Yeah im fine babe don't worry. I said as I sat back down.
Jenna leaned closer to my arm which made me gasp in pain because of my scars.
What's wrong? Jenna asked.
Nothing.....I just accidently hitted my arm to the door. I said lying to Jenna.
Oh okay should I massage your arm a little? Jenna asked.
No no im fine its okay. I said as I continued to watch the movie
Some days later
Babe I need to film the scream movie so i will be out of town for a week. Jenna said.
Oh thats cool! I said fake smiling to Jenna.
I'm leaving tomorrow morning. Jenna said.
Tomorrow already. I said kinda sad.
Yeah we need to film the fight scenes. Jenna said.
So I thought Maibe we should spend a day together. Jenna said as she kissed me.
I would love to! I said.
Jenna started kissing me to get attention.
Babyyy your such a attention seeker. I said as I giggled.
Oh how do you know? Jenna said smirking as she touched my arm as she pinned me to the wall.
No no wait. I said as I walked away from Jenna.
What's wrong? Jenna asked.
C-can we do something else? I asked uncomfy.
Ofcourse we can just say it if you don't want to babe I don't want to make you feel uncomfy.
We spended the day together as Jenna left in the morning I decided to take her vodka and drink it all up.
I walked to the bathroom sloppy as I cutted myself laying there covered in my blood unconscious.
I woke up a while after.
F-fuck. I said as I standed up and took a shower.
The scars were starting to hurt as I started crying because of the pain.
Meanwhile whit Jenna.
Hey Melissa can you try calling y/n she won't pick up. Jenna asked
Yes ofcourse Jenna. She said as she called y/n whit no answer.
Is she okay? Jenna said worried.
She will be fine Jenna don't worry Maibe she is sleeping or something.
Melissa said.
Thanks Melissa. Jenna said as they hugged each other.
Meanwhile y/n
I keep thinking about Jenna being out of town what if she's lying and hanging out whit a other girl because she readed the comment that I'm not worth it.
I started to cry as I fell to the floor crying.
I kept seeing Jenna trying to call me but I didn't pick up.
It's been 6 days tomorrow Jenna is coming back.
Jenna came home (sorry I can't update much about the days because this is a one shot and I'm trying to fit it in 1 chapter)
Hey y/n? Jenna said as she saw me in the kitchen.
Oh hey! I said hiding my pain.
How has it been home? Jenna asked.
Amazing but I missed you tho. I said to Jenna.
I missed you to Jenna said as she kissed me.
I have a question. I said to Jenna.
Yes babe? Jenna said.
Do you actually still love me? I asked.
Ofcourse I do why do you think that? Jenna said.
It's just u think you are whit someone else. I said
Me? Whit someone else? Never I promise you. Jenna said.
Mhm okay.
Jenna pov
Days have passed and y/n seems so uninterested in me what is wrong whit her.
Can we talk? Jenna said.
Yeah sure. I said as Jenna sat next to me.
What's up? Jenna said.
What? I said.
How are you feeling? Jenna asked.
I'm good. I said.
Your lying. Jenna said as she took my hand.
I'm not. I answered.
You've been really distant the last days what is up?
Nothing.....I said.
Imma be right back. Jenna said.
Jenna came back down whit the knife whit blood. What is this? Jenna said.
It's nothing.i said.
Have you been cutting yourself? Jenna said raising her voice.
Babe i-. I tried to talk but got cut of my Jenna.
Please don't hurt yourself why did you start this? Jenna said raising her voice.
Look people on the internet keep calling me unworthy and bad for you and they say you deserve better and-
I love you y/n fuck the internet its bullshit I love you and I will always do okay? Jenna said as she kissed me.
I kissed her back.
Thank you babe. I said.
Let's clean up your arm. Jenna said as she took our medicine stuff.
I showed my arm as I saw the shocked look on Jenna her face.
Don't ever do that again please baby. Jenna said as she started cleaning me up.
(Yayyyy!)
