hey guys,
i'm so sorry that i haven't published anything on this story. i feel like i owe you all an explanation.
basically, i haven't really been feeling like myself for a little while. i went through a friendship breakup and that hurt, but was also for the best. my mental health started slipping so i've been working on getting that back together.
also, i've been feeling like i'm distancing from the Sarah fandom. i'm still a huge supporter of her and i think she's amazing, i'm just not involved as i used to be. i realized that in a way, i used her as an escape, and the more that i started focusing on myself, the more i realized how 'obsessed' with her i was. i'm trying really hard to not let actresses/characters drown out my emotions.
i have no idea if i'm going to continue with this, and i truly am really really sorry.
i hope you're all doing well, i'm always here if you need to talk.
<3 emelia
