bleeding heart

5.The truth

   JJ's pov:
   Pope and Kie didn't find Sarah at her house so now Kie was waiting for me outside my house while I was trying to steal my dad's keys for the boat.When I entered the first thing that I faced was my dad sleeping or actually being drugged by the pills on the couch. "Dad, I need the keys to the Phantom"I told him knowing that he will not listen to me.I was disgusted by the sight of him but then I realised that he had something hanging by his neck.It was the Phantom's keys.I took a deep breath and grabbed two pencils to catch the keys without waking him up.The moment I stepped closer to him he opened his eyes "I didn't expect to see you.You're back." He told me while I was stepping away from him.I was ready to start justifying myself but then he started laughing and saying some crazy staff about how he hated school.When he suddenly got up and looked at me straight in the eyes the told me that he is sorry for everything and that he still misses my mother everyday.He hugged me and started saying that he loves me but then he passed out.I was standing there with tears in my eyes looking at his face when I aggressively grabbed the chain that he'd the keys around his neck and I left my house.When I went back to the car and saw the keys to Kie she happily laughed and we left to get Pope.
   Pope had just stepped inside the car.We all agreed to find a quite place to put the car and sleep for the night.Thoughts and guilts were flooding my mind when I finally opened my mouth "We need to go and get May."Kie and Pope where looking at me. "What are talking about?" Pope asked me like he didn't know what I meant. "Guys we are not gonna let her there,being with Rafe trapped!"I said to them raising my voice. "JJ do you think that she will not be okay there?I mean I love May and I want to see her but right now she needs to be cured"Kie finally said something. "And when she will be cured,what?Do you think that she will come back to us?Do you thing that Rafe is going to let her resume her life like before?NO!This guy is obsessive and a psychopath.He killed Peterkin and May needs to learn the truth,from us."We were now all having tears in our eyes when suddenly Kie started the car. "Let's go safe May"and right after she said that I screamed from happiness.

May's pov:
  I was smiling throw all my exams,the doctor would probably thought that I was some kind of a psychopath.In fact I was.I couldn't stop thinking about Rafe,about our passionate kiss.I couldn't stop thinking about his soft lips in mine.It was such a pretty short moment that yet it felt like it lasted forever.When we went back to my room and the nurse opened the door my smile faded away.He was not in the room..The nurse searched the bathroom but she didnt find anyone there,so she put me in my bed and left me alone in the room.I was trying not to cry.
"Something might happened to him."
"Someone might got sick from his family."
I was filling my brain with excuses because I didn't want to face the truth.He lied to me,he said that he will be here waiting for me and he is not.I still couldn't walk but at least I had the window right next to me.There was a door too but unfortunately I couldn't go up to there.Then I felt my eyes heavy but I opened them when I heard a crash from outside.I immediately looked out of the window to see what happened and then I felt my heart ready to break from happiness.It was JJ that was now yelling to me something that I couldn't here.He saw me the door and then I realised that the only way to open it is to go and put the code from inside to prevent the alarm from ringing.The code was the number of my room but the problem was that I couldn't get up and walk over there.I made sure to JJ that I couldn't walk up there but then he looked at me and said something that I could understand "You can do it.I believe in you".So I picked up my broken pieces and tried to get up.From the moment that I stepped on the ground I felt again the power and my proudness.I couldn't believe it I could actually walk,I was finally believing at myself.JJ was cheering from outside and started coming closer to the door.I finally managed to reach the door and I tried to put the combination.I was trying to remember the number of my room but then It hit me in the head "120710" and right when I was about to put it I stopped and mumbled to myself "120710".In 12th of July in 2010 I was kidnapped and the number from my door was the exact day.I felt tears in my eyes while I was putting the combination in the door and when I heard the click I fell my legs weak again.The door opened and JJ catched me and carried me in his arms to the car.He smiled and looked at me saying "hi",I laughed at him and hugged him with my two hands while he was carrying me.Nurses started yelling from behind and then a car pulled right in front of us.The driver's door opened and I saw Kie coming out of the car. "May you are alive" she told me with tears in her eyes.They helped me get to the car and JJ went to the driver's sit while Kie sat behind with me.When I looked around inside the car I saw Pope looking at me stunned.I grabbed both of them and hugged them tight,crying from happiness.JJ finally stopped in a place where it was like we were hiding but I didn't said anything. We were now all looking at each other.They had grown up so much,I couldn't believe that I was finally seeing my friends.I was now crying and Kie came closer to me hugging me and then Pope and Then JJ came too. "P4L right?" JJ asked and then we all said yes cheering.When we were not hugging anymore I finally wanted to ask them about my brother "where is John b?".The three of them were now looking at each other without talking but I knew that they were hiding something from me. "No,it's not the right moment to tell her.She has gone throw a lot of things she will not be able to handle it"JJ said and then I felt so angry. "We should tell her Jay,she needs to know she is our best friend and he is her brother" Pope said.I asked JJ to tell me but he wasn't even looking at me "No you will not be able to handle it"and then I broke "Oh really?I won't be able to handle it?JJ I WAS KIDNAPPED FOR 9 FREAKING YEARS OKAY?I was raped and abused again and again millions of times without having someone there to help me.I WAS WAKING UP EVERYDAY NOT HAVING THE CHANCE TO CHOOSE WHAT I WANTED TO DO, BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING?I was having panic attacks everyday because I was hurting and I didn't know if I will get out alive.I could handle bigger things than this JJ so please tell what is going on!"they were all looking at me ready to cry and then I realised that I was crying too.Kie hugged me again and Pope started explaining "Okay so I don't know from where to begin but we found the royal merchant.It was the treasure that your dad were looking to find for years.When we found it Sarah's dad,Ward stole it from us because he was mad about his daughter being a pogue and having a relationship with your brother.Yes Sarah Cameron became a pogue and also we found out that Ward was working with your dad to find the gold and when they where on the boat thay had a fight and...Ward killed your father....".Hearing Pope saying all those things had me shocked.Well I was a little sad about my fathers death but I never liked him anyway.My dad loved so much more John b that he wasn't even carrying about me.I was trying to progress everything but they were too much "go on" I told him. "Okay...So after that Ward also tried to kill your brother but John b found a way to get away from him.After that Ward went to the police and told them that John b tried to kill him.In between Sheriff Peterkin ,if you remember her ,was trying to help your brother.When she found out that Ward had killed your father she went to the airline where Ward was ready to fly to the Bahamas with our gold and Sarah but John b managed to stop them.She went there to prison Ward but when she was ready to cuff him,Peterkin got shot.Peterking was shot...she was shot by...." "PETERKIN WAS SHOT BY RAFE MAY!"JJ yelled at me.At then I felt a different feeling in my heart and in my bones.I felt:
Betrayed
Anger
Anxiety or fear
Apathy
Contempt, hate, or disgust
Regret
Sadness, grief, or loneliness
Shame
Bereaved
Empty
Helpless

I felt like I was falling from hundreds of floors without stopping.Rafe was a murder ,no.I couldn't believe it,the same person that helped me back in the camp,the same person that were at the hospital with me trying to comfort me,the same person that I-kissed.But just when you think things can't get any worse, they can. "There is more,Peterkin while she was alive told John b to run and Sarah said that she will take care of you because if John b hadn't left Rafe would had kill him.So Rafe and Sarah saved you as we know.After that Ward called the police and now the whole Outer banks thinks that John b,your brother killed sheriff Peterkin.
And here we go I threw up from the shock,inside the car.I couldn't believe what had just happened.Those things don't even happen in Tv series.For some reason I wasn't crying,I wasn't talking,I wasn't having a panic attack,I was just empty.

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