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Amelia lay in bed. She was sweating. She looked as Remus come up from under the covers and smirked as he wiped the back of his mouth and smirked as he looked to her and smirked

"Are you okay. You seem distracted" he asked as Amelia sat up and looked to him

"I don't know. My head is a mess and I hate it. I just want everything to work between us. I want us to be okay and I can't help but worry over things. My family and all. I know what we have and I just want it to be okay" she said as Remus smiled

He placed a hand on her cheek and smiled

"Oh darling you don't need to worry over me, I am here. I can handle myself and loving you is worth whatever happens with your family. It will be okay I promise" Remus said

She looked to him and smiled. She knew how it wasn't easy and how she wanted to make things work w w she knew how she was meant to be spying for the dark lord and she knew how she was actually working for the order and she was scared

She was scared that Remus would be the one to suffer because of it. She knew that the last thing that she wanted was for him to get hurt

"I just can't loose you that's all" she said as he smiled. She rested her head in his shoulder. He pulled her close and kissed her

Amelia and Remus knew the risks that came with their relationship and they knew how they wanted to make it work and how it wasn't easy but Amelia was scared as she knew how she couldn't loose Remus. She knew how much he meant to her

•••
Amelia walked into the great hall as she saw adalynn and smiled

"Hey are you okay" adalynn asked

"I guess. I am just trying to make my relationship work and trying to keep him safe. He says he can handle it but I know our family" Amelia said as adalynn looked to her and smiled

"I get that but it will be okay. You will be oaky. You two are good together I know what side you are in and I know how in love with him that you are and how you will do anything for him but it is going to be okay. You and Remus are good together and it will work out"

"I hope so. I just..I know I'd do anything for him. It's weird to explain" Amelia said as adalynn looked to her and smiled

"I know. I get it I do" adalynn said. Adalynn knew how things with her and Severus were also changing

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Amelia sat in a meeting at malfoy manor. She hated having to be here and she hated being so close to the dark lord and to some of her family. She knew that she didn't trust them

Amelia sat next to narcissa. She placed a hand on top of Amelia's and smiled. Narcissa knew her sister and knew how this wasn't what she wanted

Adalynn sat with snape as Amelia looked to them. Amelia knew how she was living a double lunge and how it was easy. It drove her mad. All that Amelia knew was that she couldn't do it for much longer but would she end up putting herself in danger because of it?