suicidal(trippie redd)

thirteen

~that same night~
CHERRYS POV

we all scattered and ran out the house as gunshots rang in the background

"well i guess the party ain't lit if niggas don't start shooting" ayleks laughed running behind me

we eventually made it to emanis car as we all got in and caught our breath

"well cherry did you have fun like i said you would" emani asked as she pulled from the curb and started driving

"yea it was actually pretty fun for my first party" i said truthfully

we drove for five minutes when i heard everyone's phone notification go off

i brushed it off thinking maybe it was somebody going live or something till skye screamed at emani

"STOP THIS FUCKING CAR NOW SO I CAN FUCK THIS WEIRD GIRL UP I KNEW IT" skye threw her phone down in the seat

"shit" ayleks said in shock

emani stopped the car and i was shocked myself as i don't possibly understand why she got so angry at me all of a sudden

i then looked at my phone and saw a twitter notification

i opened the app to see me sucking michaels dick all on camera

i froze as i couldn't believe he would humiliate me like this but remember how i was stupid to think he was trying to be cool with me

"i knew you were trying to steal my man from the start and what now, you trying to act innocent like you weren't on his dick" skye started to try to argue with me from the backseat

"here why don't we all calm down and-" emani started as i cut her off to defend myself

i clenched my first and took a deep breath

"nobody was acting innocent or trying to steal your man he's literally for everyone and your so brainwashed to the point you don't see your being embarrassed" i argued

skye looked offended by my statement but it's nothing but true

"nothing can be more embarrassing than a bitch who cuts herself thinking she could ever get to my level" skye sneered

"shut the fuck up with your insecure ass" ayleks defended me

but it was true i'm too mental to ever think i could live a regular life anymore

"alright then let me out so i can go run into traffic and stop being your problem"

skye smiled at my statement like she was getting ready for me to do it

"do it right now you won't cause i'm tired of you nobody wants you here" skye responded looking evil

emani looked upset as i looked back up at her

i feel bad that i'm hurting those around me but i really don't know how much longer i can keep masking

hearing skye poke at my mental over and over again really made me question weather it's my time or not

i looked out the windshield as cars went by continuously at the speed that would be perfect for the death of someone like me

i put my hand on the door handle contemplating opening it

"CHERRY PLEASE DONT LISTEN TO HER SHE DOESNT MEAN IT JUST STAY IN THE CAR" emani snapped me back to reality

i looked around in the car for skye but she was gone

"uh where did skye go" i worried

"i put that hoe in a chokehold and told her to get a uber home cause she was not about to lay a hand on you" ayleks said making me feel better

"oh okay" i let out a nervous laugh

"here let's just get the fuck back home and forget about this for a while" emani said as we all agreed

MICHAELS POV

"NIGGA WHAT YOU MEAN YOU DONT KNOW HOW THE VIDEO CAME OUT IT WAS ON YOUR PHONE" ski bashed me

"i don't know i didn't post the shit myself why would i expose myself and cherry"

"cause you crooked as shit you don't care about her you could care less" ski went on

i seriously don't know how i'm gonna fix this and i'm for real sorry for cherry

"WAIT" jahseh came over into the conversation

"didn't that nigga tayk use your shit he had to be the one to leak it" he said causing me to think back to tayks actions

he was acting a lil too happy when he handed it back to me now i know why

that lil shrimp dick ass bitch