Awake

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AN: all the names I Diss are names I actually love so please don't take offence. These are comments I've either been told or have seen on tiktok

Daisy pov

When I woke up, I looked around the room. I was in a room in the hospital on a hospital bed, jasper clutching my hand and smiling softly at me although I could tell his heart was hurting. His smile was joyful, but his eyes told the true story. And I could tell he was simply wearing a mask in an attempt to cover up how he truly felt

"What happened?" I asked

"The baby, it was bigger than we believed when it died, and had to be surgically removed. It was damaging your kidneys and ovaries and-"

"But I can still have kids though right" I asked panicking

"Yes my love of course. You can still have children. The thing is, you're sick Daisy. Really sick. I...I want to help but no one knows how. Doctors, they aren't sure what's wrong but they are doing some tests. I don't know what's going to happen" his hands clutched mine as we both shook. I brought him closer and kissed him softly, before he wrapped his arms around me and buried his head in my neck

"It's ok. If something is really wrong, then you can just turn me...right?"

"Yeah, yeah of course I will darling. I just know it isn't exactly what you want" jasper says sadly

"Jazz, I just want you. I don't care if I am human or vampire or a fucking fairy, I want you" I said making him smile and kiss me tender

We sat in the hospital bed for hours when I finally found the courage to talk to him about what I saw

"Everything will be OK. I know it will"

"I know sweetheart" Jazz smiled sympathetically

"No honey, you aren't listening. I know that we will be fine. She told me. When I was asleep, I saw our daughter. She was gorgeous, she looked more like you than me. And she told me, that in many many years, we will all be together, but until then, we get a boy called Tommy and we love him dearly. It will all be OK because I trust her with all my heart" a single tear escaped my eye

"You spoke to her? She was a girl? What....what was she called?"

"She didn't have a name. We never named her. But I think we should. I want to. She was our daughter even if we never got to meet her" he holds my hand tighter and sits next to me in the bed. With my head on his chest, being very careful of my pained stomach, we cuddled up and thought of some names, distracting ourselves from the sadness of being in hospital

These are just some of the names jasper chose and my response to them

Delilah
"She's not a 60s hippy"

Frances
"Baby, times change, remember that"

Tooloola
"I....I'm lost for words"

Dorris
"Slowly, I am regretting ever becoming your girlfriend"

Polly
"That is the name of a chicken"

These are names I suggested and why he didn't like them

Amber
"Why don't we let her middle name be green?"

Sarah
"Never met a nice one"

Ellie
"It's so plain and boring"

Baby
"You made me watch the film, I am not going to the extent of naming my child after the main character"

Penelope
"OK, I'm going to take a deep breath and pretend you didn't suggest that

It took a long time. A very long time. But we finally agreed on one. It was so perfect. Our daughter, our poor girl who we will forever love shall be called

Jasmine Daisy Hale

We named our girl after me and jasper, for it was pretty and we wanted her to be apart of us even from different worlds away. After that took hours, the doctor walked in. It wasn't Carlisle which shocked me but I suppose even vampires have to have days off

"We've looked at some tests and there are alot of things we can rule out. We noticed you have extremely high blood pressure and a lump around your adrenal glands. Now some results have not yet come back and are still being tested but we will let you know as soon as possible. We can safely say that it is not pancreasitis, appendicitis, or PCOS. For now, I'm just going to give you some pain relief and check your stomach"

The doctor pressed her hands against my stomach causing me to gasp in pain and reach for jasper. He immediately took my hand and sent me calming waves of relief. I kept looking into his eyes, trying my best to ignore the pain the doctor was causing by pressing on my stomach

Once she gave me pain relief and left, I took a nap in jasper's arms as he stroked my hair and hummed softly. It was a long sleep, felt like it had lasted a life time. And when I woke up, I wasn't where I fell asleep

I was in my bed, lay down. It didn't hurt. My stomach, it didn't hurt anymore. But things were different. Everything seemed to capture my attention all at once, yet i felt focused and on point. The door opened and jasper walked in smiling

"What's going on?" I asked, my voice hoarse and dry

"Daisy, after you fell asleep, you began to bleed. Alot. The doctors tried everything but they couldn't keep up with how much blood you were losing. They declared you dead but Carlisle changed that. He turned you and its been almost a week. I know its a shock, but we couldn't let you die" my hand rested on his cheek. It felt horrid, to want to cry but for it to be impossible. It's like I couldn't release my emotions but jasper sent my calming waves

"Jazz"

"Yes darling"

"I love you"

"I love you more"

"I love you most" and then he kissed me. It was soft and sweet, my hands finding his hair but I pushed him away instantly

"Is everything alright?" He asked

"I'm so thirsty. I can't concentrate on your gorgeous fucking face and gorgeous....other things....when I'm this thirsty" he chuckled and gripped my hand, taking me towards the balcony. I was ready. That's a lie. But I managed to convince myself

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