Overlooked-Tommyinnit

Part 2

Tw: self harm, self hatred, abuse

Tommy pov

4:36am.

Fuck

I have to be up in 30 minutes, it's useless to go to sleep so I guess I'll just stay awake.
I should text Will see if he's up for a quick chat!

Guitar boy

Me:
Will, you up?

Guitar boy
Tommy I'm busy, sorry I'll ttyl

Oh. Maybe Techno?

The blade

Me:
Techno, you up?

The blade
Tommy I'm with Will, sorry I can't talk

Well...looks like I'm all alone aren't I?
I decided to just give up on talking to anyone, mostly at this hour.

I looked over my notes to pass the time. I definitely learned everything I was supposed to! I hope Dad will be proud of me, I'll tell him when he wakes up.

-time skip 5:00am-

I grab my backpack and I go downstairs because I heard my Dad come out of his room.
"Morning" I said with excitement in my voice
"Morning, what got you all excited?" Dad asked.
"I studied everything! I even went ahead! I didn't really sleep tho" I say proudly, mumbling the end of my sentance. Soon I saw my Dad walk over to me.
"Do you want a reward? That what you're supposed to do" Dad looked down at me.

Am I still not enough?
Why is my work always so...overlooked..when my brothers did anything, Dad would praise them...he never EVER said he's proud of me.

Tears swelled in my eyes, threatening to fall. I quickly left the house and caught the bus. I didnt even bother grabbing food

-time skip to school-

I entered the school building, i wasn't really feeling up to school.

"Aye freak" I heard a fimiliar voice...it was Dream.

"What?" I snapped back, in a meaner tone that i had meant to.

"Watch your tone, little boy." Dream replied, he was in 11th grade.

"Don't call me that" i said, backing up.

"Oh so you wanna play that game?"" Dream said, backing me against a wall.

"bitch" i said, louder than i had meant to.

"BOYS, get him" Dream demanded.

Before i could run, Dream and his minions were beating me up.

Dream was leader and Nick, George were his minions.

Everything was hurting. My world was spinning from probably from the hit my head received. This happened often. It would leave bruises on my arms, they were careful to do it somewhere it wasn't that seeable.

Tommy suck it up. 
Suck it up Tommy.
Go to class
You need A's
Just A's
That F was all your fault.