jenna ortega//one shots <3

well hii\\ jenna ortega

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Yns pov:

I'm sitting on the couch studying while theres music playing in the background
Waiting on Jenna to come home from a long day on set. It's always hard to wait and be fine with it when she needs to leave for 6 months or more but I've gotten used it for the most part
But it's taking away the time and little things I miss the lunches together going on a date I can't even say what's bothering me she just says not now baby I need to go live or I need to go soon
It's always I need. Now I get it her job is important but I want to be just as important and studying is one off the only distractions that really work for me.
My phone goes off. It's my friends the friend group ( Lou, ryan, jyming, lena and Danny) my friends from collage who take physical classes instead off online
"Hey what going on" I asked as soon they were on screen and it loaded completely
"Just checking in" ryan said giving a soft smile
"Is she still not-" Lou started but I cut her off
"Yeah still it's like I don't even matter and work is all she cares about don't get me wrong I love that she is passionate about her job I just feel"
"Ignored, left out" lena said cutting me off a bit I nodded making all off their face soften but then their eyes widen making me confused
"What.. Is there something I sai-"
"Well hi babe. " I heard behind me my heart skipped a beat I'm sure off it
"I'll talk to y'all later " I say ending the call not even giving them a chance to reply and shutting off my phone and turning round t9 look at her

Jennas pov:

As I get to our apartment I hear her talking to her friends I quietly open the door and step inside closing the door softly that's when I hear her say
"Yeah still it's like I don't even matter and work is all she cares about don't get me wrong I love that she is passionate about her job I just feel" her friend finished the sentence
"Ignored, left out" I think it was lena but idk my heart sunk when I saw her nod did I really make her feel like this I'm a horrible gf I walk more behind her so I'm in the screen making her friends eyes widen she looks confused asking what there is
"Well hi babe. " I say making her jump out off her skin almost she quickly ended the call not letting her friends react. Turning around to me she says
"How long have you been there.. " fidgeting with her rings
"When you said how you feel about me not... Do I really make you feel like that? " I asked sitting down on the couch on the other end to give her at least some space
"Yeah... "I couldn't even respond hurt going through me
" it's just... You are always busy and when we are together you either say I'm tired or I need to go live I am hungry. Idk I just want be as important to you as your job"
As she's speaking the more watery my eyes get from the tears
"Why am I not enough"

Okay so this is gonna be a 2 parter
Sorry for not posting but I'm really not feeling well so hope you like it though
Love y'all take care