Just because we haven't been like we used to, Doesn't mean i have forgotten how we were, truth is that i still care, I may act like I don't get affected,but i do, I wish to start like how we used to again, talk for hours, do silly things, laugh together, cry together while eating bucket of ice cream, have sleepovers which we couldn't have, stan kpop idols together, watch anime, eat out, but then it suddenly hit me... We are getting more like strangers, you don't want me in your life now how you used to, hence the reason I'm not a part if your life now, I always look over and envy, those used to be our laugh, our time together.. Even though everything changed, I will always be there to help you in times of need, you just have to ask me and I'll be there for you, I'll do everything i can in my power.
The sad thing is I didn't even look back at the people who left me... But i can't seem to do that same with you..
Well I just hope you are better with your new people, hope you won't leave your new people Like you left me, you have your people now, I have my new person, my partner.
Maybe this will be the last time i cry for you.. Maybe not
Yours
-S
