If you're going to fall in love with me, here are some of the things you should know beforehand I cry often. whether it's during a movie, a sad song on the radio, or a regular sunday morning. i'll cry even when i speak of things. that have hurt me, even if they no longer hurt anymore. I am afraid of being left. and i am afraid of not being good enough. I will tell you the ways in which i hate myself, and not believe a single word you say when you disagree with each and every reason. you can tell me you love me countless times, but i will still be afraid of you leaving me. Don't blame yourself. I have to expect. the worst, because I always get the worst. When i fall in love with you, i will love each crack in your skin and every freckle of light in your eyes. i will fall in love with the way you look while you're sleeping and the way your mouth curves when you say my name, i can be difficult to love, but for me loving you will always be so easy. All I ask is that you don't give up on me, and in return, I will never give up on you and i will love you with my entire heart, and if one day you decide to leave, i will still think highly of you. I will still remember the kind hearted person you are
