I dont feel well🤍

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i was supposed to go after pablo tonight but i wasn't feeling well.  Mila did go and I'm home alone. 

I've been crying for 3 hours because I'm feeling really bad right now.  No one knows about my problems because I'm afraid to tell them.  no one knows what happened to my father and me. 

I prefer it that way too.  I take a knife and start to open my scars blood flows from my.  i like the feeling.  I pat my arm and go for a walk to clear my head. 

It's kinda late but I don't care.  I grab my shoes and walk out.  I only think about what happened between me and my father.  I get a call but I don't answer don't feel like talking to people right now.  I walk home and step inside. 

then I saw Pablo sitting on the sofa.

"what are you doing here?"  I ask

"you didn't answer so I had to come and say that Mila was sleeping there" he says

"okay then I'm home alone so" I say

"well I can stay too" says Pablo

"no I really don't have to be  today rather alone" I say

"ok your choices.  good night y/n" says Pablo

"good night Pablo" and he walks out the door

I have decided to get a tattoo tomorrow.  I've thought hard about it but it has a special meaning.  it will be a tattoo about mental health.

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I was thinking about these 3

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I was thinking about these 3. I also wanted one of you draw stars around my scars.  only for that my wounds must be healed.  so I'll take that later.  It's already 3am so I'm going to sleep.

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mental health is very important.  talk to someone about it and don't keep it to yourself.  do you have anyone talk do you have no one talk to me i'm here for you xx

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