day 14> forgery is my bestfriend

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I count my breathes one by one,

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I count my breathes one by one,

I pause and think; swallowing all my words

I can say that I don't care- oh, but I do; their words always feel like pointed guns

to belong somewhere is all I yearn

I sit and speak and laugh and joke

until there is a pit in my stomach and on my tears- I internally choke

all's well until I don't provoke,

I've well rehearsed to stay hidden amidst the cover of my cloak

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