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sometimes I dream about needles piercing through my skin

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sometimes I dream about needles piercing through my skin

the abuse I inflict upon myself to pay for all my sins

sometimes I travel to the underwaters

where saline liquor fills up my lungs

reminding me that I am the unwanted daughter

the other days, I find solace in the silence of my mind

where I spend the moments

pondering about the afterlife

most of the times, I envision death
does it hurt?
are you finally at rest?

most of the nights, I'm a trembling mess
shaky fists and a heaving chest

I don't dream of funerals
that's something you can smell

I'm searching for an escape
can't you already tell?

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