Hey guys! Uh, if you haven't noticed, I got rid of the spicy part in the 7th chapter with Chase Ambrose's perspective. I'm going to state the reason why below:
*proceeds to wheeze cough* So... I really didn't like the fact that there was this random make-out scene here, bc while they are aged up, it's still weird and gross, so I decided to get rid of it. Obviously, that doesn't change the fact that I made this 18+ part, sure they just kissed sexually only, but still, the canon age is around 13 and 14, I aged them up around 15 or 16, but again, still wrong. So, again, I decided to get rid of this part, hopefully, you guys don't mind and understand.
This is the short version, it pretty much sums it up in one paragraph, below this is a longer version which is me basically feeling guilty for something no one would have pointed out negatively until I became some famous rich man with dress shoes-
Ig I felt terrible for writing that nasty shit, idk, please excuse my terrible and confusing writing man💀
The long version of this is that often, people age up young characters to make inappropriate illustrations or write with them, like ig many children's shows with ships. Basically, when someone ships two characters, they wanna see cute scenarios with said ship. This is what ya'll wanted when ya'll read this fanfiction, and I wanted that too. Especially when I first read the Restart book.
So now around early 2021, I started with this fanfiction idea to please myself. I wrote Shoshanna's part, and a few people read it, loving it. SOO, I continued, eventually getting 1k reads, I felt proud of that, and continued slowly. But because I was a dumb child with no sense, actually I understood what I did was wrong, so I can't make myself a dumb victim to this-
I just didn't care enough- but after writing the make-out scene, I felt real awkward having that there. While no one really cared, I did very much, but I left it as that and continued with the Amber fanfiction. But on this night, I decided "Ok, I srs need to get rid of that part, its disgusting, idc if its just kissy kiss shit"
so i got rid of it, wrote something else sweet in, and published that.
LOok, I know this whole ass essay is unnecessary bc I'm not popular and no one gives a damn, but like- aging characters up just to make them make out weirdly is nasty 🧍. It's totally fine if they are just aged up in the fanfiction, but , no sex shit-
ok, this was longer than intended, I look so stupid rn making this 💀. WHy Am i even up at 2 am, I need to sleep bruh-
alr alr- that's all, I just wanted to put my thoughts out to yall, hopefully you guys understand why i got rid of the fucky wucky part. tbh it was kinda cringe, so- ok srs I'm done typing now-
bye yall! The new chapter will hopefully come out soon
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