Bucky's POV:
💭I wake up for the first time in Wakanda, it's very sunny here and the people are very welcoming. I just need to stay here until the activation words don't work on me anymore then I can get back home safely to Y/n. I haven't got my metal arm anymore as it's a threat to everyone in Wakanda so I do everything using my one arm it's not as bad as I thought.💭
- Bucky's first day-
Shuri: James Buchanan Barnes.
Bucky: That's me.
Shuri: Follow me.
T'Challa: Ah Mr Barnes. So good to see you.
Bucky: You too.
T'Challa: I hope you find the peace you are looking for and we'll do everything to help you from activating the winter soldier again.
Bucky: Thank you.
T'Challa: But you will have to work here like everyone else, you will work as a farmer in the village and you will have your own hut to live in.
Bucky: That's fine I'll do anything.
T'Challa: Right this is Ayo, she'll show you to your home and will explain everything you'll have to do on the farm.
Ayo: Right, this is your hut.
Ayo: You will be working on the farm, stack hay, feed the animals etc...Bucky: That's fine.
Ayo: Just do as you're told and we'll all be fine. We'll start a session tonight to help you with your problem.
Bucky: Great thank you Ayo.
*Ayo nods at Bucky and leaves him to get settled in, soon after someone knocks on the wall*
??: Hello?
Bucky: Uhm hi?
*Bucky opens the curtain like doors to see a bunch of children*
Bucky: Hey kids...
Kid 1: Hello Mr, we have come to take you to the farm.
Bucky: Oh great. Thank you.
*One kid takes Bucky's hand and they all take him to the farm, they show him everything he must do and after they all decided to play with him*
Kid 2: You are very fun white wolf.
Bucky: Thank you kid.
*Bucky heads back to his new home and sits on his bed*
💭I wonder what you're doing Y/n... I hope you're okay I should have told you how sorry I am for not letting you come with me I'm just super scared of what the consequences will be if I get the help. I don't want to hurt you baby I just want what's best for the both of us! I want a future with you and I never went to let you go. I wish you were here with me I regret pushing you away like I've always done and I'm a fool for hiding myself away💭
Ayo: White wolf are you ready for your first session?
Bucky: Yeah just give me a moment.
*Bucky holds a photo of you and him captured by Wanda at one of Tony's celebration parties and he kisses it*
Bucky: I love you Y/n, I'll be home soon.*He puts under his pillow and leaves his hut with Ayo, they walk far within the woods where there's fire and logs*
Ayo: Sit down white wolf.
*Bucky sits down*
Ayo: тоска (longing)
Ayo: РЖАВЫЙ (rusted)
*Bucky grunts trying so hard to keep calm*
Ayo: СЕМНАДЦАТЬ (seventeen)
Ayo: РАССВЕТ (daybreak)
Bucky: STOP STOP STOP IT STOP IT NOW!
Ayo: Fight your way through it white wolf.
Bucky: I can't I just can't.
*Bucky falls to his knees, crying, gasping for air*
Ayo: We are done for today. We will do this tomorrow same time be ready.
*She walks up to him and touches his shoulder*
Ayo: You will get through this I promise you.
*Ayo walks Bucky back to his hut, he sits on his bed taking out the photo of you and him tracing his thumb on your face*
Bucky: I'm sorry baby girl.
*He lies back on the bed picturing his time with you*
A/n: Felt like y'all needed a visual 😏🤭
*Bucky tosses and turns, he can't sleep. He screams in his pillow he decides to get a glass of milk. As he is pouring the milk his hand shakes and he smashes the glass and screams. This alerted some of the neighbouring huts and they called T'Challa*
T'Challa: James!
*Bucky is there on the floor with blood dripping down his arm, he's panting and sobbing. T'Challa walks up to him and kneels down beside him*
T'Challa: Are you okay?
Bucky: No.
T'Challa: What can I do to help?
Bucky: I- I-
T'Challa: Go on.
Bucky: I need my Y/n.
*He says before he passes out*
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