Jayla Wilson-Ackley Bridge

A bathrooom stall

As soon as I locked my self in that stall I bursted out crying like I have been holding it in my whole life.

I couldn't even breath
I could feel my heart racing in my throat

It felt like I was I'm sinking and sinking In my own tears and need some one to pull me out but thats just in movies.

In real life you've got to deal with shit on ur own.

BUT I CARNT all the bad memories and bad thoughts are coming back. I have never been able to remember exactly why my mum left well I remembered bits but never the whole story but it is all coming back to me now

——————————flash back—————————

Third person
August 10th 2010 (ik that would mean she would be so much older than 13 now but the show was based in 2017 so I'm sticking to that ages)

Jayla had woken up super early and super excited (it was her birthday after all) and shook her older brother Jordan trying to wake him up

"Jordy jordy"jayla said as she carried on shaking him

"What"the 6 yr old boy mumbled as he turned to face his younger sister who had a giant smile plasted on her face

"It's my birthday"the now 4 year old girl replied jumping up and down doing a twirl

"yeah"Jordan replied bluntly not cus he was trying to be rude or anything but just because it was 5am on a Saturday morning

This caused a frown to creep on to Jaylas face was he mad at her?
"Are u not happy?"she said in a calm voice her lip pouted a bit

"Yeah"he replied facing the girl forcing a big smile on his face
"It's just early mummy and daddy won't be awake yet"

"Oh"the girl sighed looking down at her feet

"Just go back to sleep i will wake u up as soon as there awake!"jordan said trying to sound as
Cheerful as possible but in reality he just wanted to fall back asleep

"But I can't fall back asleep I'm to excited"jayla moaned as she stomped her foot

"Just try,alright"Jordan yawned before rolling back over

"But my bed it's hurts"she replied pointing to her bed which had a couple of broken springs sticking out of.

Jordan sat up and looked over to her bed
"What do u mean-" he cut him self of as he looked towards Jaylas broken bed

Even before there mum had left there life wasn't "perfect"

The younger girls lip was now trembling her mattress was very uncomfortable.It had been broken for a couple of weeks now but her mum forced her to sleep on it and saying stuff like "we Arnt made of money if u don't sleep in ur bed,I will lock you outside" the funny thing is her mum probably would I mean she had to Cory.

Anyway she had a giant scratch on her back from the mattress.

"Fine,you can sleep in my bed but sleep at the other end-"
Before Jordan could finish his sentence jayla had jumped into his bed and was snuggling into his chest wrapping her hands around him.

"Ugh jayla"Jordan said trying to push her head away from him

See the thing about Jordan he hated physical touch like HATED it even from his family

But the girl had already drifted of to sleep so he wrapped his hands around her as well
"Goodnight jayla"he said sleepy as he kissed her head
I guess jayla is the exception