Love it and hate it at the same time

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"What do you mean you kissed both of them" Jana says leaning over the table while we were out for breakfast "what else could it mean I kissed them both" I say placing my head in the palms of my hands. "Well you can just say you were drunk or whatever" Alba says sipping on her coffee "but I drank absolutely nothing" I tell them "they don't know that" Jana says like it's obvious "but I don't regret it" I complain "which one" alba questions "both" I say leaning back "they're both cute obviously and obviously I like Gavi more but I don't know what's to come with tore and it would be fine if it was 2 random guys but they are like best friends" I moan slouching in my chair "don't worry about it it's not like you slept with them" alba says "yeah i just hope they don't take it too seriously" I reply

*Flash back*

"So you enjoyed the party" Gavi says rolling over in his bed so he's now facing me "yeah it was good" I smile "so you and Anita" I say in an unsure voice "definitely not" he laughs "well you say that every time" I say rolling me eyes "trust me Anita isn't the girl I want" he smiles "then who is" I ask confused "I don't know if you'll know her she's blonde small very funny" he smirks and I sit thinking of who it could be "yeah Im gonna need another clue" I say in a serious voice still extremely confused "okay you should get it after this one" he smiles and rests his hand on my jaw and slowly moves in our lips connecting it felt amazing like nothing mattered but then it hits me that i already kissed torre yes I felt guilty but it was a great kiss and I wasn't going to reject him cause trust me I've been waiting awhile.

"Oh you meant me" I say moving away "you really are a dumb blonde" he laughs placing his hands over his face "that's mean" I say "it's just true" he says still laughing

We sit and talk for awhile and then slowly fall asleep all cuddled up

*present day*

"Hey" I say surprised opening my door "hey erm alba showed me which room it was" Pablo torte says and i welcome him in "so did you need something" I ask "no I was just bored" he replies "so you decided to just show up to my room" I question "yeah that does sound a bit creepy" he realises "yeah but don't worry" I laugh
Sitting on my bed "come have a seat" I pat next
to me and he sits down

"So what do you wanna do" I ask "a movie maybe" he suggests "what movie though" he asks "high school musical" I say as it's my favourite movie "definitely not" he laughs which kinda upsets me "what about scream" he says "yeah sure whatever" I reply resting my head on the pillow

I wasn't really paying attention to the movie I was lost in my thoughts one of them mainly being the difference between the 2 pablos. Gavi would always let me choose the movie even if he wouldn't enjoy it even though he loves all the romcoms i watch but torre just shut it down immediately like what is this shit we are watching but if I'm completely honest I shouldn't pick apart torre for one thing as he might just have a thing for watching them kinda movies.

While we were watching the movie he slowly wraps his arm around me and I move close to his chest eventually resting my head on it.

It feels so right but so wrong at the same time

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