Hearing doctor words shiva felt the ground slipped under his feet... But what the doctor has said was true...He collapsed on the floor realising the depth of his cruelty...
Tears made their way out of his eyes as all the memories came infront of his eyes when he used to beat her.. Taunt her..
Humiliate her.. His heart cried painfully remembering those days of hell...
Painfull sobs escape his mouth as raavi's painfull screams rings in his ear.. When he used to beat her mercilessly... She used to Beg.. Cry.. For mercy... But he did not stop until he was satisfied with red marks forms....
Shiva feels himself getting shattered... He pulled his own hairs painfully as the guilt is not letting him breath... And he knows he deserve this... He deserve every kind of pain for destroying an innocent girls life... Punishing her for a crime she never did.. Even if she was at fault she did not deserve that treatment... But he is realising it now....
“I am sorry raavi.... I failed as a husband... Even I failed as a human.. And I don't deserve a humanly treatment.. Please Wake up raavi and punish me..” he murmurs to himself... Still pulling his hair his grip was so tight that it was hurting him so much... But he was enjoying this pain... He wants more pain....
A nurse came to him but her heart sank seeing this sight infront of her... She thought to console him... But then her work is more important for so she maintain a straight face and said...
“Excuse me.. Mr. Rathore”
Shiva looked at her as he hurriedly wiped his face with the back of his hand roughly and stood up..
“Yes.. Did my wife gains conscious? Is she Okay? Can I meet her... Say something please” he literary pleaded
“Relax Mr. Rathore let me speak... We have shifted your wife to the ICU.. You can't meet her now....” she explained
“Don't do this please.. Let me meet her.. She.. She don't like staying alone.. She is scared of loneliness... No I can't leave her alone please let me meet her.. Please let me visit my wife” he spoke painfully..
The nurse melted at his words but her work is her first priority so she said..
“Fine, if you really want to meet her then talk to her doctor.”
“I will.. Where is his cabin tell me” he asked hurriedly..
“Come I will guide you” the nurse gave him a soft smile..
Shiva follows her hoping that her doctor will allow him to meet his wife.. He want to apologise.. He want to tell her that he is sorry... He want punishment from her..
The nurse leave him outside the doctor's cabin.... He saw the name plate.. So this doctor name is Varun. He thought and then without wasting any time he hurriedly enter inside...
The doctor was reading a file when his eyes falls on shiva.... His expression changed as he looked at him disgusted...
Shiva knows why the doctor is behaving rudely with him..... But then he remembers he was much more rude to raavi.. His eyes again filled up... But remain strong and again looked at the doctor.. But still he can't able to look into his eyes becouse he is ashamed...
He knows he deserve this hatred...
“Dr.Varun I have a request.. ”
The doctor cut him off
“No, you can't visit raavi...I can't put my patient's life in danger better you stay away from her...”
A tear roll down shiva's eyes as he fold his hand infront of him and pleaded..
“Doctor please let me visit her please... I know I have done so wrong to her. But she is my wife... ”
“Forced wife” the doctor said coldly as shiva looked at him shocked...
“You forced my sister to marry you... Yes she is my sister I have been finding her since months... Finally i found her.. ”
“you.. Varun mittal?” shiva asked
“Yeah! I am...” he replied
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Shattered
RandomTW: physical abuse, mantal abuse, self harm A/n : its a dark story so read it at your own risk..... ***** He grabs her arms digging his nails in her solf skin...... her tears made there way out of her eyes "You are hurting me..." she says in a whisp...
