Shattered

5| "She is no more"

TW: abuse, self harm

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Shiva was driving rashly as his vision blurred due to tears in his eyes he stopped his car infront of a river side and came out of his car..

He looks there as his heart felt pain.. It was her favourite place.. He know that she used to came here often before their marriage.. He closed his eyes as his mind take him to those times when they were happy..

He smiles sadly... Shiva sat their for sometime.. And goes from there..

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He took out his phone and call his PA naman.. And after two three rings he picked up the phone...

“Hello sir..”

“Naman listen to me carefully trisha is alive.. And she is here in india” shiva said

“what? Sir how is this possible? We saw with are own eyes that she was hit by the car and she dies infront of our eyes we had seen that raavi mam was driving the car.. Doesn't she killed trisha mam” naman said shockingly..

“Don't you dare say that again.. Raavi did not kill my sister.. She was not a murderer... She was innocent” shiva's heart pained saying that as he remembers the way he accused her.. And  treats her badly thinking that she was the killer of his sister...

“It was all a plan... They trap raavi for their own benefit”

Naman was beyond shocked hearing this all the time he thought that raavi killed his best friend trisha for her benefit.. He knows what was happening to raavi after her marriage with shiva but stays silent as he hated raavi and he wants her to suffer worst way possible..

“Who did that sir” he asked hesitantly...

“trisha and raavi's brother akshay... Now listen I want you to spy on akshay and gather every information possible.. I want to know why he and trisha did this to raavi... And be carefull don't let them know that I found out about their lies...” shiva said.

“Ok sir”

Shiva cut the call and drove towards his mansion... He reached their and directly goes to his room he closed the door and collapsed on the floor as he broke down into tears...

His eyes fell on the belt from which he used to beat her and his heart felt immense pain..

“I am a pervert... How can I do this?? How?? I was in love with raavi before all this happened but after that night I killed my love for her and turned that in hatred...” he murmurs to himself

“Raavi I miss you please come back.. Please raavi.. Punish me for my stupidity... I will take every pain you will inflict on me but please get up for once my love... I know I have no right to say that I am in love with you... But I can't help.. This heart of mine will always love you..”

“aah” a scream escape from raavi's mouth as he slapped her hard..and she falls on the floor

“You slut.. How dare you? You want to Kill me? The way you killed my sister huh?” shiva said with rage in his eyes..

Raavi looks at him painfully and nods in no.. Tears escaped from her eyes but he was too cruel to notice the pain her eyes held...

Shiva moves towards the cupboard raavi got hell scared as she knows what was comming... She moves backwards as shiva pulled out a lether belt..

“Shiva please no.. It pained a lot.. Please shiva don't do this” raavi cried..

“My sister also felt a lot of pain when you hit her with your car... She was in pain but you did not care.. Then why should I care about a bitch like you?” shiva said hurting the innocent soul with his words..

“I did not kill trisha.. I did not kill her.. I am not a murderer...please belive me.” raavi said with cracking Voice.

“You are a murderer...”

Shiva accused her as he started hitting raavi with that belt.... She screamed in pain but it had no effect on him... He hit her until he was satisfied and walked out of the room... Raavi lied their lifeless..

Shiva closed his eyes but still the memories were comming infront of his eyes... His heart broke into pieces as he feels like killing himself.... He hurt her.. He hurt her so much.. He did not deserve to Live... He killed an innocent soul from inside.. Shiva's inner self said making him vulnerable..

He got up from the floor and picked up the lether belt which was on the bed.. His eyes are blood shot red and his face shows pain only pain... But he deserve more pain.. He thought as he hit himself so hard... He start hitting himself hard from the felt Nonstop... And in every hit he murmurs..

“Sorry raavi. I am sorry my love”

His shirt got ripped but he did not stop.. His tears falls but not becouse of the pain but for raavi.. He did not care about his pain but raavi... Blood start comming out of his back and he falls on the ground.. But his hand did not stop from hitting himself...

His phone start ringing but he did not care... His phone again rings and Finally he stopped and put out his phone... He saw the caller name varun is calling him... A small hope rise in him as he thought varun will let him with his raavi atleast for once...

He picked up the phone and asked..

“Heyy varun.. How's raavi.. Is She is fine na? Did she get up? Please varun tell me....” shiva almost cried waiting for the answer...

“You should be happy... That she is no more..” varun replied..

Shiva felt nothing but darkness as he shouted on the phone..

“ARE YOU MADE OR WHAT?? What are you saying.. Nothing is happen to her.. You are lying.. Please tell me the truth”

Varun shouted back.

“THIS IS THE TRUTH you bastard.. She is dead... Raavi is no more... You killed my sister....”

The phone slipped from shiva's hand as he felt himself Shattering into pieces...

This can't happen... She can't leave him like that...