Dawg I hate living in my town :( Its full of snobby rich kids or extroverted assholes or both. I mean if you remove the "people" part, living here is nice. There is good land here, such as beaches and forests, but PEOPLE ARE SO FUCKING ANNOYING AND IMMATURE. And worst of all if you're like me and you want to mind your own business and you have terrible social anxiety, you are like a magnet to these people. I wish I could fucking escape.
I've told my dad about how people in our town have made me felt (he has bad anxiety but not the social kind) and he just denied that I even have social anxiety and said "if you don't go out and see other people you'll make your world too small". I KNOW THAT, but I'M SCARED. I FEEL SO FUCKING PARANOID WHEN I GO OUT TO TOWN, LIKE A MILLION EYES ARE STARING AT ME, DOCUMENTING MY EVERY MOVE.
and LITERALLY EVERYONE SAYS "you'll make your world too small!" WHENEVER MY SOCIAL ANXIETY GETS TOO BIG. SAYING THIS IS NOT FUCKING HELPING? ITS MAKING MY OVERALL ANXIETY WORSE. IF MY WORLD IS GONNA GET SO SMALL THEN I MAY AS WELL SEAL MYSELF IN A CLOSET FOREVER.
I want to escape this living hell.
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