Celestial Pains

Sad sun

[ S U N ]

God today was tiring. The daycare is getting quite busy. And the hate is getting worse too. More parents are complaining about me and moons design. Although it's more moon than me. I just wish they liked us. I mean, company already treats is as some cheap place to make a quick buck. They don't care about us.

"Sun."
"Huh!" Oh my god who is that. Oh it's just moon. God his voice always scared me when he suddenly speaks.
"O-oh, it's just you. Scared me there. I thought Afton came here for a second." I say
"Sun, are you alright? You've been acting odd." He asks. Can he read my mind? I disabled our mind connection when we separated .
"Sun?" He wakes me from my daydream.
" Y-yeah moon, I'm fine, just wondering what I should do for tommorow! " I reply
"Are you high? Tommorow's a holiday for us?" He remarks
"Moon, be nice. " I say, trying to distract him.
"You've always been bad at lying sun. Now, tell me what happened." He says.
" I'm fine. " I say back.
"I won't force you, but remember, you can tell me anytime." He says.
"I know, I know. Anyways, how was your day moony. I know for a fact that you went out today morning." I say
"It was okay I guess. Roxanne talked to me." He says.
As if on cue, the gray wolf walls into the Daycare.
"Dang I'm so famous that you even have my face in here." She says
" Roxanne? What are you doing here? " Moon asks
"Here to get you to hang out with me. It's not like I'm gonna abandon you after I talked to you. I'm too cool for that." She laughs
" sorry Roxanne, I'm helping out my brother, I can't come. " Moony declines.
"Oh, who's this cutie?" Roxanne says while looking at me.
" that's my brother,Sunrise" Moon says
"Nice to meet you!" I chirp!
" Cool. Anyways, you can come with us too" She smirks
"Ah, sorry, I have to clean the Daycare. But moon can come!" I smile
"See moon, even your brother wants you to chill with me. C'mon!" She drags moon with her. I laugh. Trying to forget what's happening in reality.

Honestly, I shouldn't feel like this. I'm supposed to be the happy sun, but now, I'm acting like an upset sun. I'm not meant to feel like this. I shouldn't. I don't want to end up like glamrock ballora and get moved for disobeying my programming. I have to be happy. No trace of sadness allowed.

[ M O O N ]

"That's probably because you punched him roxanne." I comment. Roxanne has been ranting on about how cool she is for so long. I mean, she is nice and cool, but I'm worried about sun. He's been acting odd. More upset. And it's clear he was lying to me earlier. Why would he lie to me.
"Ok it's clear something's going on. So tell me, what's up?" Roxanne says.
" Oh nothing. Just a bit worried, that's all. "
"What would you have to worry about on a Sunday afternoon in August?" She asks
" Suns been acting off. " I sigh
"Well I guess that's none of my business. If he's acting off, your the one who should talk to him. I mean, none of us even knew he existed. Your the closest to him" She advised.
"I guess your right. Thank you Roxanne" I thank her
"Your welcome, and call me Roxy!" She calls out as I run towards the Daycare. I hope sun's alright.

"Sun?" I call out.
No response. Perhaps he didn't hear me
"Sun?" I call out again.
No response again
"Sun?" I call out for the last time.
Yet again no response. I latch on to the wire and bring myself to our balcony. I listen carefully. I hear... Sniffing? Is he sick. Or watching another sad anime. I tiptoe towards his room. That's definitely crying
"Sun?" I call as I open his door.
And there he is, crying on his bed. I'm shocked, because he's usually the strong one, that never cries, and comforts me. This is the first time that I've seen him crying.
"Sun." I say as I walk towards him.
"H-hey moon, I just watched a really sad anime." He lies
"Sun..." I say as I give him a hug
"I-Im sorry." He apologized
"Hush. You have nothing to apologize about." I reply
I hear him cry softly. I softly hum a comforting song. This usually works with calming down children when they cry.
"I'm not supposed to feel like this. I'm supposed to be a happy sun." He cries
"and I'm supposed to be a calm moon. But in reality, I'm not really calm, am i?" I ask
"No. But I'm meant to be happy, to make you happy." I hear him mumble
"Sun. Tell me, do we force every kid in the daycare to be happy, to keep a smile on their face no matter what?" I ask.
"No, we don't." He mumbles.
"Then why do you force yourself to be happy all the time." I say
He presses his face into my chest.
"Remember sun, you can act however you want. Don't force yourself to be something you don't want to be. Remember this sun, there is no need to always be happy, or fake your personality or mood. You can and should be yourself. This is rule 0." I comfort him
"I'm sorry" He cries
"Now what are you apologizing for. Sun, you are the best older brother I could ever ask for, and you have done nothing wrong. There is no need for you to apologize to me, or to anybody." I soothe him. He hugs me tighter. I play with his sun rays. For some reason or the other, that usually seems to calm him. His crying softens. I proceed to hum a calming song. His crying softens to the point he stops. I begin to softly sing the same song. After a while, I hear snoring. He's asleep. I laugh quietly. He looks so calm when he's sleeping.

{A/N} back to the long chapters again! 1021 words! This chapter was also a small note to everyone that you are amazing, especially when you are yourselves, and accept yourselves! ILYSM!!