The Colour Purple *Viewer Discretion*

Mynds Trapped

Would love to see the medical
Want to fund the real hell
Why I gave a vivd memory
Of what some would call atrocity
Held down by 4 you see
Most likely just after 5 gee
Riddlen for learning disabilities
No I do think so little kiddies
Looking back on all the plain food
I would look for it was never in the mood
To be drugged in some food
Never spoken directly about this much
It's kinda got an inhumane touch
But now I think back I was a rock
Took four to put it in my sock
That is maybe some shock
So when I talk I'll on big pharma
I have seen it do some harma
Now people say I cause drama
How I create more than a five alarma
When I speak about my own trauma
Then some call that just dumping
But those are words that get my heart pumping
Like the words of support
Truly means the world to those who want to abort
Ok there another nasty thought
The day I leaned into it I wish then I was shot
What you think I have not lived a life
I grew up in Toronto I carried a knife
Till my mid 20's always ready but never used
Just to show how I've been abused
I'm not much of some fighter
I would play dirty had a few all nighters
On that note let's hit the crack
I would say don't mess with that
Pipe is like taking the devils junk
How's that for someone who was pretty much a flunk
That took a month of my life and more
Still fighting to have a good credit score
Again was above 8000$ with emerald
Green visa card maxed out on mostly hard
Maybe we ate a little food How's that for a double innuendo mood
Changes whim I'm on that
I go relaxed almost black
That was over 15 years ago
48hr straight our last show
That one cost just under a grand
Saved his life, he couldn't stand
Smashed the glass table stones in the air
When he came to, he didn't care
Just went where did it go
Overdosed so you know
Grabbed his head when he had a seziger
Would of smashed the wall would of been a bleeder
That was after 36 seater
Both in our shorts
Sweating buckets could of aborted
But he didn't, had to reboot him could not believe it
Didn't know where he was glad Noone was there to see it
Now that time has far past
Now I speak free ayt last
Won't ever touch that again
Even recently could of lost an old friend
Maybe I did that's life
But that's the stuff gota say a kinfe
To that's my peace
I hope all can renew their lease