it was 9:30 am and i was just getting up and ready for my doctors appointment that's at 11:00. yea i have to get up extra early just to get ready. i was not in the mood right now so i really just wanted to go there come back home and sleep.
At Dr Apt
while the doctor was doing the ultrasound sound i got to thinking. i grew up without my parents. i don't want that for my daughter so i decided to call Quel but he didn't answer so i texted him
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he acted as if he couldn't comprehend so i ended up face-timing him instead of texting back and forth
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i put my AirPods in and he answered the call and when he saw what i was showing him he had a small smile on his face which caused me to smile a little
"how far along are you"
"i make 8 months today"
"damn why i'm just now finding out about this and are you sure it's mine" he said now frowning
"listen i can't do this with you right now okay i'll call you back later" i said before hanging up
"okay baby girl is healthy make sure to drink plenty fluids and exercise and she maybe here before your 9 month mark" my nurse said while wiping the jelly off of me
"okay thank you" i said while pulling my shirt down and walking out
when i made it out i got in my car and drove off to canes. i'm so hungry it's ridiculous. after ordering my food and getting it i decided to just go home and rest for the day since it was now 1:25
after getting situated at home i changed into something comfortable went to the living room and watched tv while i ate
in the middle of doing so my phone started ringing seeing it was Quel i answered
"hello"
"yea so how do you know it's mine"
"you're the only person i've slept with Quel" i said not even interested in this conversation
"okay where are you"
"my house"
"that's not what i meant"
"then what did you mean Quell"
"i heard you moved. where to" he asked
"that's none of your business" i said
"it is if you're carrying my seed"
"you wouldn't have known i was carrying your seed if i wouldn't have called"
"man. you gone let me be in my baby life or what"
"that's up to you if you want to be in her life"
it got quiet for a second so i looked at my phone to see him smiling
"what"
"it's a girl" he asked with a big kool aid smile
"yes"
"what you naming her"
"i'm not sure yet"
"okay when you coming back home"
"listen Quel this is my home. i'm not even supposed to be in contact with you so i'm not sure how this is going to work"
"contact the judge and let him know wassup. that bullshit ain't finna keep my daughter away from me"
"i'll see what i can do"
knock knock
i went and checked my camera on my phone to see Dave
"i'll call you back later" i said before hanging up
i went to the door and opened it
"wassup ma" he said hugging me and walking in
"hey" i said before letting him in
"so what you do today"
"nothing just went to get my 8 month check up"
"how did that go"
"it went good. i told my baby father"
"damn really" he asked
"yea"
"i didn't think y'all was talking"
"we're not. today was my first time speaking to him after the incident"
"how did he take it"
"he wasn't as mad as i thought he was going to be but honestly i didn't care how he felt. he didn't care about my feelings"
"i feel you on that a hunned percent. sometimes you just gotta put your feelings first. a person can take so much of protecting everybody else they forget about themselves. and now you gotta baby on the way you gotta think about her too"
