Love's an illusion

Hazel eyes

Hey! You ,yes you , the person looking at me through the glass .......Why do i pretend im in some story , I zoned out in my class again thinking that i was the protagnist of some story Im just the nerd sitting in the back of the class , invisible , unnoticed .....it's fine .

Being invisible had its perks ,
1)the teacher would often forget i was absent
2) homework would be not asked from me
3) i was never wedged from a bully ...yet
4)i could sit in class and no one would ask me to stop writing or reading my stories 

I had a pleasant life , i got plenty of romance as well (in the movies,shows and visual novels i played or watched) I didn't need anyone just me and myself were happy 

Where are my manners.. i forgot to tell my name ..... does it matter... does it even matter what my name is ....leave it .. umm where was i again??

Oh yeah!! My perfect life ,alone in my room writing ,reading ,playing and studying cause this introvert needs to sustain himself. Oh right friends ... i didn't have many i used to talk with this guy named Richard Frost but he became a dick and bully so i never greeted him again(what if he punched me) . Ruby High(my school ) is one messed up place , a class system a pyramid almost ...Wait lemme show it u 

You see that little red dot which is out of the system ,that's me :)
Anyways school is boring cause i have to study ...whyyyyyyyy . Well , school is hell and one boring grey afternoon i slept during my chemistry lecture . It starts to rain , the soothing smell of mud and the heavenly sound of rain just this GODDAMNNED CHEMISTRY NEEDS TO SHUT UP,i wish i just yell " SHUT UP MISTER WHITE" but he would probably kill me , the sweet looking ones are usually the most insane . I try to not focus on his voice and sleep 

*In a dream *
"PRIVATE WE NEED TO PROTECT THE BURGERTOWN, FIRE THE TACO BLASTER", "But Captain(gets blind by a laser) OWWWWWWW!!! " A monster yells HAIII , HEEYYY 

*wakes up*

I wake seeing the most beautiful eyes ever , blond flipped wavy hair running down almost as if a thousand snakes and seeing the face of that beauty ,i turned to stone,her face close to mine,no one's in class ,It's perfect too perfect to say the least but that girl she was also perfect

??? : Hey dude can you wake up ,school's over 
Me : Im sorry , your name miss? (wait what am i doing , initiating conversations and hol up see can see me , this isn't me )
Del : My name's !^&"<@!# , but you can call me Del 
Me : And you can call me anytime ( wait what ,that is the corniest line ever , wtf Mr I am an introvert , you turn into a horndog on sight of a pretty girl,correction, A beauty so bright the stars might seem dull , HEY HEY  NO!! Other voice inside my head no horny ,stop )

*silence*

Me : ( i messed it up didn't i,well who cares)
Del :(laughs) You are cute ,nerdy boy , here's my number let's text later
Me: (WHAT THE HELL !! THAT WORKED!!OMGG!!!)*tries to stay calm* yeah sure,cya later Del 

I see outside , the gray skies had cleared out to show a bright sun .The sun was blinding yet the warmth was comforting , i walked back home alone while Del dissappeared (must be a fast runner or a rich kid) either way I was excited to talk with her ,wait what's that voice 

Voices in my head : Uk she's messing with you probably a prank or some shit ,goes on a date and waterboards you or something , WHAT IF SHE'S A GUY !?!

Me: No ,she can't be a guy but the chest size was concerning ,oh no what if..

Random lady on the street : Sweety , get wait away from the weird teenage boy 

Me: OH SHIT , i said that out loud

Random lady on the street : Sweety ,let's go the other side of the street

Me : ............................................................................ 

*at home*

I should probably text Del in some time to show im not desperate 

* 2 seconds later *

Me : Hey Del ,How are you ??( ...virgin )

Del : Fine , Wbu 

Me : Nothing just playing a visual novel 

Del : Which one 

Me : Oh it's nothing just someone vn i like

Del : what kind ;)

Me: uhmm.......an eroge ( WHY DID YOU SAY THE TRUTH DUMBASS)

Del : Knew it, Mr Introvert. Which one thou

Me : BADik 

Del : Hey , I love that one 

Me : Oh cool (freaks out dances while phone in hand )

*bzz bzzz , A call from Del*

I accepted the call and we talked about all the nerdy things , i liked star wars ,dnd , visual novels , comics , movies and Del knew em all , it was like meeting a female but hot asf version of me 

*I sleep at 3am*

??? : DON'T LISTEN TO THE MEN IN WHITE , TRUST DEL , NEVER DRINK THE ELIXIR OF TRUTH 
 

What a weird ass dream, well i had weirder (looks at anime body pillow and figures) WAYYY WEIRDER ,i see a random bottle near my bed . I read the label (Drink this)........I'm gonna pass ,I'll take my chances ,what if my dreams are true and an omnipotent god wants save me ...Did i make meth in Mr White's class ...... NOOOO 

*I look at myself in the mirror *

Messy black hair ,average height ,pale skin, scrawny body,jet black eyes almost looking lifeless ,i wear my harry potter replica glasses and a ravenclaw shirt for school

(with my toothbrush) AVAAAADDAAA KEDAVAARRAAA
Hahhahahhahaha

My smile showed my yellow-white teeth,then i remembered why i should never smile

*Walking to school*

Del: Hey , I didn't knew you lived close by 

Me: Nice , We can walk to school everyday ( too soon buddy,too soon)

Del :(smiles) With you , sure ,It's not like i have anybody else I'll walk with 

Me : Was that sarcasm ( U CUNT WHY DID U ASK THAT)

Del: No silly ( smiles)

Me: (stone faced looks ahead) ok

Del : Hey ,Smile for me .Will you please :)

Me: maybe later 

Del : (puppy eyes ) pwease senpai 

Me : ( laughs and smiles )

Del : your smile is like the sun 

Me: bright and starts your day

Del: No, white and yellowish :)

Me : ( dead face )

Del : Oh please .. im sorry 

Me : (dead face )

Del : (grabs me to the side ) Ara Ara senpai-kun ,smile

(both laugh)

Me : Never do that again 

Del : I will never Mr Introvert with a beautiful smile :)

Me : (blushes) thanks 

*school starts and she disappears*