Love's an illusion

Side Quest

Well hello viewer , its me luke i dont care for punctuation (is that spelling correct) ahh who tf cares uhmm where was i yeah 
this chapter is a sloppy side quest it doesnt matter the story ended with the jane's date 
this is a purely side quest it doesnt matter the main game is finished

So you a 100% doer eh
Then lets start shall we (snaps fingers)
Luke gets transported to a blank room with 2 spotlights and 2 chairs (snaps fingers)
Luke looks 2 years younger before his growth spurth , a short boy with messy hair looks at you 
You sit across him 
So lets play doctor today what's Luke's deal . What's his fucking problem . Luke ties his self worth to people liking him , a textbook people pleaser , Luke's an ENFP ,dumb loud and funny why so he always had that in him to be socially active but something held him back , a need for love a thing he holds in the highest regards , dealing with trauma after seeing his dad die and him surviving and mum she was always working , and little Luke felt to please everyone and often that backfired . Remember when your "bestfriend" stole your tiffin and you stayed silent 
He had his own lunch but you starved for him ... Are you that desperate to be in everyone's good books . Another thing you tie your self worth is relationships BOOHO MY DAD DIED AND MY MUM ALWAYS WORKS BOOHO I HAVE NOT KISSED ANYONE BOOHOO . People have seen worse Luke 
get fucking over it , you still got ur family , mum makes time for you . If we tie our self love worth 
to women and what other people think of you , we end up suffering 
"agreed" said Luke 

The room pans out its just present Luke and younger him talks to each other in the void 
I need a hug , Luke hugs his younger self
Young Me : Softie
Me: hey !! i need it
They chuckle as the story draws to an end 

The dream ends with shining light filling as far as the eye can see , a light pours through the windows of my room into face , its comforting not blinding , almost as if a call from the world for me to wake up . I remember the events of last night while still lying on my bed , how i saw someone ditch me ,in favour of their favourite person , i might not be a favourite of alot of my special people but i know someone out there is waiting to be my special and i still have my family who would die than see me sad .

I get up feeling like a sack of shit everyday but it's different i dont know why ,did i went so far down that i finally came up  
Well i have alot of regrets as if i wasted years of my life on sobbing but i know im ready to get better , i still have low self esteem but everyone deserves happiness even me 
I go downstairs to see my mum , i go in for a high five 
Me : WaAZZZUP MUM!!!
Mum : Someone's cheerful , you finally got the girl?
Me : .... I got someone better , .. Myself


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