Book eight of my life of the new year

The feeling

So for the last few days I been feeling really weird and I don't know why so I started to read a few books but yesterday I was reading a book and today I watched a show that now has me feeling really emotional and sad,

I understand that books are just made up but when I read them they feel like they are true and it make me sad that I don't know if I can keep reading,

A show that I was watching was based off to story but it made me sad and feel overwhelmed that it happened so I am sitting here feeling like so many different things but with emotions and feelings,

I don't know what to think or feel right now but I just want to close my door and cry but I can't and it really weird