Colby's POV:
I wake up on the couch feeling someone's head in my lap. I look over to see a blond haired boy laying on my lap I smile as I relize it's Sam. I grab my phone and go on it letting Sam sleep. I soon feel some movement I look over to see Sam looking at me. ''Morning Sammy.'' I said with a smile. ''Morning Colbs.'' He mumbles tiredly and sits up. ''Want some breakfast?'' I asked putting my phone away. He nods letting out a little yawn. ''Alright I'll go make it then.'' I say gettnig up ruffeling his messy hair. I go into the kitchen and grab the stuff to make wafels. I mix everything up and wait for the waffels to be done. Soon all the waffels are done I put them all on one plate. ''Breakfast sam!'' I said putting the big plate on the table. He walks in looking tired. I grab my phone texting the groupschat.
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Friendooss!<3
Me: Breakfast is ready move your asses downstairs.
Lil kid: Me and Tara will be down in a sec.
Dev: Me and Corey too!
Kat: Coming.
Xeph: Also coming with.
Babes(val): Coming give me a minute.
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I put away my phone. I look over at Sam seeing he's concentrating on cutting his strawberries. I stare at him for a second but then everyone else walks in. ''Yay wafels!'' Tara said excitedly. They all sat down and we start eating and talking. ''We gotta go home today sorry guys.'' I say while grabbing everyone's empty plate. ''Awhh do you guys really have to go?'' Kat whined. ''Sorry sis but we have to.'' Val said. We said goodbye grabbing the stuff Val bought yesterday. We walk to the car and put the bags in the trunk. We sit in the car and head home. We sang along with the songs on the radio. We soon get home and get out of the car. "Need some help with you bags?'' I say walking to the tunk. ''Thanks.'' Val said. ''You're welcome.'' I said grabbing some bags and walking towards the elevator. We wait for the elevator to come down and get in. ''You had fun with the boys?'' She asked me. ''Yeah I had how was it with the girls?'' I say walking out of the elevator. ''It was good thank you.'' She said unlocking the door to our appartment.
Sam's POV:
After Colby left I went upstairs. I changed into some pyjamas and gabbed my laptop. I lay down on my bed and put a show on. After about 20 minutes there was a knock on my door. ''Come in.'' I say pausing my show. ''We're gonna get some ice cream you want some?'' Xepher said standing in the door way. ''Can you get me a vanilla?'' I asked. ''Sure we'll be back soon.'' She said closing the door and walking away. I play my show again hugging a pillow. 30 minutes later there is a knock again. ''Sam your ice cream is downstairs.'' Xepher said. ''Okay thank you.'' I say getting out of bed wrapping my blanket around me since I'm cold. Walking into the kitchen I walk to the counter grabbing my ice cream. ''Hey Sam!'' Tara said. ''Hey Tara.'' I say grabbing a spoon. ''Are you okay you seem a little upset.'' She said sitting on the counter. ''Yeah I guess so.'' I say taking a bite of my ice cream. ''Tell me.'' She said looking at me. ''Well..'' I start looking down at my ice cream. ''Take your time Sam.'' She said. ''Well I like someone..'' I said taking another bite of my ice cream. ''Oh my god who is it?!'' She asked excitedly. ''Well.... I'll tell you if you don't tell anyone.'' I said looking up at her. ''I won't I promise.'' She said giving me a smile. I gave a smile back looking down at my ice cream again. ''Well do I know this person?'' She asked. ''Yeah..'' I say and she gasps. ''Tell me who it is!'' She said getting more excited by the second. ''Okay okay I'll tell you if you calm down.'' I say she nods. ''It's....It's C-colby.'' I say still looking down. ''OH MY GOD REALLY?!'' She yelled. ''Yeah yeah but don't scream it please and don't tell anyone!'' I say looking up at her. ''I'm sorry Sam I won't tell anyone.'' She said jumping off the counter. ''Thank you.'' I said. ''No problem Sam thank you for telling me.'' She said giving me a hug. I hug her back. ''Well if you wanna talk about anything you can just tell me.'' She said letting go of the hug. ''I will Tara thanks.'' I said with a smile. ''No problem Sam.'' She said walking out of the kitchen. I finish my ice cream and head back upstairs. I get in bed again and snuggle into the blanket. I turn off my laptop and put it on my nightstand. I look at the time seeing it's only 9:10. I sigh and stare at the wall trying to ignore all the negative toughts running trough my head. You're so pathetic fo liking Colby. He will never like you back. He is dating Valerie and is having a kid with her so there is no change for you. My eyes are starting to tear up and I began to cry. I screamed as the voices became louder. I was crying so hard that I didn't hear Tara come in. ''Hey hey you're okay Sam I'm here.'' She said pulling me into a hug. I let out a loud sob as I have her shirt balled in my fists. ''Shhh Sam what's wrong?'' She asked once I calmed down a bit. ''T-the voices t-they're saying I'm pathetic f-for liking C-colby.'' I said in between sobs. "Hey Sam look at me.'' She said and I look up to her. ''You're not pathetic for liking Colby these voices are wrong.'' She said wiping away some tears. ''B-but-'' I said but Tara cut me off. ''No Sam they're wrong.'' She said cutting me off. I nod. ''Well now get some sleep now Sam.'' She said rubbing my back. ''Y-yeah I'll try to get some.'' I say as she stands up. ''Night Sam.'' She said walking towards the door. ''Night Tara.'' I say laying down again. Once she was gone I started to cry again. I cry myself to sleep because of the voices.
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sooo yeah I'm sorry if this is crappy but next chapter will be beter I promise!! have a good day/night!<3
xx Lils
