just acting | yeonbin ʚɞ

13

REMINDER: BACK TO YEONJUNS POV.

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Life was really dry without soobin.

But, I was going to have to get used to it.

He wasn't coming back.

I looked around the set.

...

I heard a familiar voice.

"Hey.. I'm here for the casting.."

Soobin..

I looked away.

I was just trying to get over him, and of course he had to come to the set.

Motherfucker..

I got up off my chair and left to get water.

I couldn't stand seeing him, because as soon as I did my heart would beat crazily.

Honestly, it was hard acting like nothing happened.

But soobin seemed to be great at that.

"Oh hi yeonjun hyung!," he said walking past me pouring water.

He would always do that.

Say hi and then leave.

I grabbed his hand.

"Soobin."

He looked at me, shaking my hand off his.

"Fuck you. How can you pretend like nothing happened between us you fucking bitch?"

He just looked at me, and smiled a little, but it was so damn obvious that his dumb cute little smile was fucking fake.

And of course I was getting worked up.

I wanted to kiss him, but at the same time I wanted to slap him.

He was seriously going to pretend nothing happened?

"Well, I'm gonna go do my audition for the casting now, bye!," 

Bitch.

He was driving me fucking crazy , and I was feeling so many emotions.

Anger, love, regret, guilt, pain, and a strong worry on how I'd survive without him.

It had been months, but damn, that was the best relationship I've ever had.

What we had was no joke, and it all had to be thrown away.

I didn't completely blame him though.

I knew it was for a good reason but I was getting used to having him with me.

I came back to sit on my chair.

Sadly, I had gotten a bad habit after soobin had left me.

Pinching myself everytime I thought of him.

This trick didn't help much, and now I couldn't stop doing it, sometimes even for things as small as even seeing him.

I saw soobin walk up to the casting place.

His beautiful eyes were sparkling he performed.

I missed the way those sparkly eyes used to look at me.

These little things meant so much to me.

Because it was soobin.

I was so attached to him.

SHIT!.. 

I realized I had one of the main roles.. if soobin got the other..

Damn, I would lose my shit.

But I'd rather do this with him then anyone..

I know he probably wouldn't like that.

Whatever.. maybe he wouldn't even get the role.

Who knows, maybe he's really trash.

I heard a ringing in my ear.

This had been happening a lot recently.

I would hear a ringing in my ear then voices would blur out.

It was damn annoying.

I waited for it to go away, and when it finally did I heard excited voices.

"SOOBIN YOUR COMPLETELY PERFECT FOR THIS ROLE" the director said.

I walked to them.

"No the fuck he isn't," I said.

I was going to lose my shit if I had to act like I was in love with him, because I was.

My manager eyed me. 

"He's just joking.. what he meant to say is soobins perfect for the role. Right yeonjun?," my manager said.

I gritted my teeth and nodded.

"Besides you two look like a great couple." the director said.

Soobins eyes widened.

"Wait.. what?"

"Yeonjuns the other main role. You two will become a couple in this show."

...

Soobin stared at me blankly.

"Since we have decided on the cast, we'll start the recording tomorrow. Sounds good?," the manager said smiling.

We all nodded.

Damn.. this was for sure gonna drive me insane.

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authors note <3

SORRY THIS IS A REALLY SHORT CHAPTER, BUT I WANTED TO UPDATE AND I LITERALLY WROTE THIS WHILE FIGHTING SLEEP..

I PROMISE ILL MAKE THE NEXT CHAPTER TWICE AS LONG SINCE THIS ONE WAS SHORT 🤍🤍LMK YOUR GUY'S FAVORITE MOMENT IN THIS STORY SO FAR! EAT UP AND REST WELL, MWAH, I LOVE YOU BYE

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