11- ...I love you Rudy

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God I can't believe he would bring that up

Like Jesus Christ Rudy get over yourself maybe I did like you and maybe I do now but will I talk about those feelings? NO!

Apparently I've gotten all riled up in thoughts and squeezed one of our paper cups nearly half to death and Coke was all over the floor

"Jeez Louise are you ok?" Mom says coming from the back with a towel

"Ever since you hung out with Rudy yesterday your mood has been horrible" she adds

"God what is it with everyone and feelings and moods! I'm going home!" I shout making customers stare at me as I storm outside and head over to Ollie's

Yes I know I said home, but I changed my mind, I needed to talk to a friend, a guy friend

I open the door and hear the door bell ring as it closes

"Ollie your girlfriend's here" Jimmy Sr says while snickering

"Fuck off pesto" I say as I grab Ollie by the wrist and pull him outside to the corner

"Uhm Louise I'm supposed to be working and actually you are too"

"Zip it. Ok? I need help." I say staring at him dead in the eyes with a straight face

"Fine what"

"It's Rudy, yesterday he tried talking about how I used to feel for him, and I panicked so I acted super aggravated, and stormed off and he hasn't texted me since" I say with a tone of panic in my voice

"You are so lucky I like you" he says with a sigh "he's a guy, so obviously you kind of hurt him indirectly, he's trying to build a relationship and you shut it down, you need to apologize to him"

"Fuck your right I need to go" I say running back to the restaurant

"I walk inside "well look who finally calmed down" mom says

"Don't even" I say snapping again, I drop my apron on the counter

"I need to do something don't be mad bye" I say

I ran out of restaurant and headed straight to Rudy's, completely forgetting I had a phone

I get to his house, out of breath, and knock on the door repeatedly

"Rudy it's for you" I hear a muffled voice from inside shout

Rudy opens the door in sweatpants and a tank top

"Welcome to my humble abode" he says smirking while gesturing for me to come inside

(He knows what can set her off so he's acting like nothing happened)

I walk inside his house and follow him up to his room, he has a few posters, a hat rack, a desk and a desk chair, and his desk has my bunny ears on a stand sitting there, and way too many pillows and blankets, on his bed that's pushed into the corner

Before either of us sit anywhere he tries to start up a conversation

"So what are yo-" before Rudy finishes his question I pull him in for a kiss

After around two seconds I back away with my eyes wide completely shocked by my actions

"Fuck" I whisper under my breathe before running to the bathroom

Rudy's POV

Before I knew it Louise pulled me into a kiss, I was shocked but went with it I mean after all I did like-like her, and I guess she feels the same

Louise backs away looking completely shook and she darts to the bathroom

"Woah" I say

I waited a few minutes to see if she would come out but she didn't, so I walked up to the bathroom door and knocked on it a few times

"Louise?" I say trying not to sound forceful "we need to talk will you come out" I say

I hear a quiet "no" mumbled from the other side

I sigh heavily and knock again to let her know I'm coming in

I open the door and she's sitting on the floor beside the bath with her head buried in her knees. I hold out my hand gesturing for her to take it. Since she knows I'm already in here she stands and walks to my room not taking my hand

I sigh again and walk to my room

"Louise we need to talk and you can't run off again please" I say almost begging

"Fine" she sits in the far corner of my bed and I sit in my chair and begin playing with my hands trying to find what to say

I look up after hearing soft sniffling from the other side of the room only to see Louise crying

"What's wrong with me" Louise says

Shit. This isn't the way I thought this conversation was gonna go. I stand up and walk over to her

"Hey hey hey Louise there's nothing wrong with you don't say that" I say softly, sitting down next to her grabbing her hand

"Yes there is though I cant be in tune with my feelings like everyone else, I just run away I'm not brave or nice or anything" she says clinging onto my neck "you probably hate me"

I look at her honestly a little hurt that she thinks I would ever hate her

"Louise you are brave, yes you have weak moments but who doesn't, plus you are talking about your feelings right now, so it's not like you are completely out of tune with your feelings" I say trying to calm her down and wiping the tears from her face

"I want to be a good person but I dont know how" she says

After hearing that my heart broke, I can't believe that she doesn't believe she is a good person

"Louise I need you to look at me" I say

She looks at me I pull her into a hug, "please talk to me" I whisper to her

"It's just. I don't like-like you Rudy..." She says as I wipe away her tears. After hearing that I feel my heart drop

I let go of the hug and look at her with my eyes stinging of tears. God I always knew it but it hurts to hear, I zone out a little and get interrupted by Louise forcing me to look at her

"...I love you Rudy" she says look me dead in the eyes

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THIS ISNT THE END BUT I WANTED TO GET EVERY CHAPTER I HAVE SO FAR OUT, PLEASE COMMENT WHAT YOU THINK ILL BE ADDING MORE SOON ♥️♥️♥️

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Word Count - 1092

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