Random stuff T^T

Im sorry... for everything

Okay...just because I'm recovered doesn't mean I have to stay happy...

And things have been going virtually and irl...

But there is one situation that is still haunting me. It's the situation with Reah

If you didn't read the last story she made, check it out

Where do I even begin? When I read her story she is right about everything of me!

Im such a damn idiot...

Thanks to Emma Totally_Not_Me_2010 for updating me with Reah_Writer7. She was able to tell me what she was feeling recently and I'm glad she was honest with me

But I would never pick favorites... and I wasn't even aware to Reah... I've been leaving her there in the dust cuz I thought she hated me.. after all the f(nope)king careless s(nope)t I've done

I'm sorry if I've focusing on Alex instead of you... I... *sighs*

tbh... I don't deserve friends

irl and virtual

I feel like I always the problem

And Im gonna say this again...
IM THE WORST FRIEND TO EVER EXSIST

IM ALWAYS THE PROBLEM I ALWAYS CAUSE PROBLEMS

SHOULD I EVEN STOP BEING HAPPY?!

SHOULD I EVEN STOP EXISTING?!

MAYBE I AM THE PROBLEM TO REAHS PROBLEMS

Reah_Writer7  if you are reading this....

I'm sorry for everything

Sorry if I was a careless b(nope)h

Idk if I'm really trying...

But, then I again

I m  t h e  w o r s t   f r i e n d

Cuz to be honest, you are
my motivation... well were my motivation

And if you don't me to be in your life... well
I might as well quit Wattpad and YouTube and leave my friends for good

If you really hate me then

I'm sorry