THIRD PERSON'S POV
It's been 2 days since you went back to your dorm the next day your other members greeted you with bone crashing hug especially Eunchae and it's also have been 2 days since the night you kissed Chaewon, you were avoiding her as much as you can, not because you don't want her, but because until now your whole body is covered with guilt
Which left Chaewon with a broken heart, she doesn't understand why you're avoiding her, she thought that after that night the relationship between you two are going to change, well it did but she didn't expect it would change in a different way... a bad way
She tried and tried to approach you but it's either you're acting busy or just staying on your room
It's rainy day today, your members are watching TV in the living room while you stare at the window watching as the rain pour down, it's a heavy one which affected your emotions even more, you felt gloomy as the weather, no ones seems to notice you, but that's what you thought, someone has her eyes on you, observing you, she wants to talk you and ask you what's wrong but she's scared you would run off like you always do and ignore her
Feeling your chest tightening you stood from your seat and went towards the kitchen to drink some water
Chaewon on the other hand was on despair of talking to you, she can't help it so she also stand up from her seat and follow you
You went on the cupboards to get some glass and put it on the counter, you then made your way to the fridge to get some cold water, but as you close the fridge you saw a figure on your peripheral view
"Can we talk?" she spoke and you knew who it was, you looked at her with hollow eyes but deep inside you feel nervous talking to her, pushing away your thoughts you nodded and went back to where your glass was as she followed you
"About what?" you asked pretending you didn't know what she wants to talk about, of course you knew, you know it damn well what she's referring to
Chaewon was in disbelief watching you act like nothing was wrong, like you never avoided her
"Why are you avoiding me?" with a heavy heart Chaewon asked you, her voice sounded vulnerable, making your heart stop a moment as you look down on the glass of water in front of you
"Is there something wrong? Tell me, what is it" Chaewon asked you again but more softly as she looked at you before taking a step towards you
You closed your eyes as you felt your emotions began to rise when she took another step closer to you
"Tell me Y/n"
This is the moment the scenes flashed in your mind
"You know you can tell me anything"
The more she speak the more the scene of kissing Haewon and her at the same time flashed before your eyes, at this time all you can feel is guilt
As the scene repeated all over again you didn't noticed you begin to breath hard, you felt confused and not knowing the reason makes you even more confused
"Just tell me what's wro--"
"CAUSE I FEEL GUILTY OKAY!! " you bursted snapping towards her, making her feel confused
There's a moment of silence but it didn't last long
"W-why? Is it about the kiss?" Chaewon wondered why you felt guilty, she thought you enjoyed it and that you feel the same way she does
"It's about the kiss is it? What do you want me to do huh? You want me to forget it?" She asked you feeling hurt that maybe you felt guilty because you didn't like kissing her
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NOT OKAY | LE SSERAFIM 7th member
FanfictionISSUES, any ISSUES can be a big impact on your career. It can ruined your career, reputation and yourself What could possibly happen when you were got to be involved in one What would you do when you're already ruined in peoples eyes? As they says...
