Letter #3: I'm sorry.
8th of September 2019
Dearest Gabrielle Thalia,
I'm sorry. Wala na akong ibang masabi kung 'di sorry... I'm sorry for putting you in danger. I'm sorry for being such an asshole. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for putting your father in jail. I'm sorry for wanting to revenge my own father. I'm sorry for failing as your best friend. I'm sorry I wasn't able to fulfill my promise to protect you at all cost. I'm sorry, Bubba. I'm so sorry that I was left with no choice but to let you live your second life without our memories...
It has been months now since the accident... gumising ka na, please? Ang hirap mabuhay na walang Thalia sa tabi ko. Ang hirap. I miss you so much that it hurts.
Simula noong na-aksidente tayo at kinausap ako ni Tita tungkol sa 'yo, I had to visit a psychiatrist. Damon and Kazuo were the one who fixed everything for me, ayaw kong ipaalam sa kahit na sino. May kakilala raw si Kazuo na magaling na psychiatrist dito and I was diagnosed with Post Traumatic Depression...
Ang hirap, bubba. Nahihirapan na ako... Napapagod na ako... pero hindi ako pwedeng sumuko because I still want to be there when you wake up. I miss you so much. It fucking hurts. The incident... it has been hunting me for months now. Gusto kong maramdaman ulit 'yung mga mahihigpit mong yakap, Thalia. Gusto kong umiyak ulit sa 'yo. I need my best friend back...
But even that is no longer possible because I promised your mother that I will refrain myself from making you remember what we had before... Na hindi ko pipiliting maka-alala ka.
I miss you. I'm missing you every single day. Please come back to me, bubba. I'll be waiting. Dito lang ako. Tatanawin kita kahit sa malayo at mamahalin pa rin kita kahit patago.
You'll always have me, Gabrielle Thalia.
Always,
Laszlo Nikolas
आप पढ़ रहे हैं
His Midnight Rain
रोमांसBetween certainty and chase, Gabrielle Cruz chose the latter. She thought she was doing the right thing, but what if the world turned upside down? Will she still miss the adventure of the chase, or will she long for peace and certainty?
