𝙼𝚒𝚍𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚁𝚊𝚒𝚗 | 𝚝𝚡𝚝 𝚡 𝚒𝚝𝚣𝚢

𝚂𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗

Ryujin's POV

I went to school the next day.

"Ryujin I tried to contact you." It was Beomgyu. I kept walking trying to ignore him.

"I had the weirdest-" "Beomgyu please I don't feel like talking or listening." I said and continued walking.

I didn't go to class rather the music stadium.

I connected my guitar.

"Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other girl
Do you do what you did when you did with me?
Does she love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me?

'Cause baby, I didn't
That should be me, holding your hand
That should be me, making you laugh (yeah)
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me, feeling your kiss
That should be me, buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Til you believe
That that should be me"

I sang. This was one thing I learned from Ruwon Oppa. If I can't say my feelings. I should think of a song abd the first thing the comes to mind that's my feeling.

My true feelings... I started crying.

"I'm tired." I whispered.

"Then rest." I looked back. It was Haechan.

"Sorry for not attending." I said.

"You need to rest Ryujin." He said.

"I'm not sick anymore." I said.

"Your head may not feel dizzy or confused but what do you think does your hear feel?" He asked.

"I saw you. Beomgyu is really bad at social cues but I saw how sad you are that he was supposed to ask the girl." Haechan said.

"Trust me Ryujin if you don't trust me trust Ruwon. He told you years ago. Tell him what you feel. It's the only way that heart can heal." Haechan said.

"What if he doesn't see me as more than a friend?" I asked.

"Then I'm sure someone will." He said.

"Take a rest for today think about it when you're ready. I'll help you talk to Beomgyu alright?" I asked.

Soobin's POV

Thank God I wasn't too late. Lia was near the parking lot. I ran towards her and stopped her from moving any further.

"Please give me a minute. I just want to talk." I said.

"Soobin I have something important up so please let me go." I said.

I kid suddenly ran on our direction. He was about 4 years old 3 ½ft.

"Mommy can we go now?" The kid looked at Lia.

"Sooji, baby go in the car now. Mom will be there soon. I just need to talk to my classmate." Lia said and the kid ran towards their driver.

"Mom?" I asked.

"Is that why you left? You had a kid?" I asked.

"I had your kid. The kid that you didn't want. Soobin I don't want to ruin your dreams. You are so close in reaching it and I don't want Sooji to have false hope. That his dad would care. So please let us be." I said.

I let go of her hand and we went to the car.

I was stunned and was left there standing.
I'm stupid. I'm absolutely stupid.