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"Okay atlas" i said giggling he had his arms wrapped around my waist and was kissing on my neck

Ever since we did what we did a few weeks ago he's became more clingy I'm not mad at it but I'm not sure if it's because he wanna do it again

"I can't show you some love and affection"

"You can baby"i said turning and facing him

"Ight den"atlas said then grabbed my face and gave me a kiss

"We gotta go it's 5 and my mom said be bck by 8"

"Ight we gon go eat and get to yo crib in time"

"We gotta go right now then I'm hungry"

"Ok one more"

I puckered my lips and he gave me another kiss

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"Yo shit look good gimme one"

"Ik it do you should've got it"i said while taking a picture of my food

"Ik it do you should've got it"i said while taking a picture of my food

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"Yk ion eat hot shit fr"

"Here"

Atlas took it and ate it in one bite

"Them hoes hot"

"Why would you eat it like that"I said laughing

"Ian know it was gon be that damn hot"

"It wasn't that bad I can eat em"

"And you gon burn a hole into the toilet"

"Ew why would you say that while we eating"I pushed his shoulder

Atlas and I talked and laughed our hole little date then in a blink of an eye we're outside my house

"You have a good night ma?"

"Yes I did thank you baby"

"I'm glad you did lmk where you wanna go next time so I can make it happen"

"I will"

It's safe to say I love my man

"Gimme a kiss"i said grabbing his face

Atlas pecked my lips a few times before grabbing my neck and giving me a REAL kiss

"Ok we done"i giggled pulling away

"Love you"

"Love you too be safe" I say getting out the car I ran to my front door and unlocked the door I made my presents known as I came inside

"I'M HOME MOMMA"

"She up there waiting for the clock to strike 8"my dad said coming from the kitchen and laughing

"Your wife is crazy man"i laughed with him"

As my dad got closer to me he started looking at me like I was crazy

"What"

"Jmena you got hickeys on yo neck"

At that moment my heart dropped I fucking forgot

"Oh Umm"

"Don't lie"

"Yes..."

My dad let out a deep sigh

"don't tell me you jmena"he shook his head

I fidgeted with my necklace because I didn't know what to say besides lie I was scared

"Be straight up wit me Jmena"

"Let's sit on the couch"i said walking over

We both sat and I continued to mess with my necklace I did it she a was nervous

"it was only one time I promise"

"Awe shit" my dad said rubbing his forehead

"Did you use protection you wasn't forced into?"

"No"

"No what"

"No to both..."

"What you mean you can catch diseases from that shit yk that and you can get pregnant so why you doin dumb shit you gotta think Jmena"

"I know I'm sorry"

"You know but you still did that shit I try to support you and dis boyfriend of yours but if you goin around doing stupid shit and get pregnant I'm not I know you growing into a woman I'm trynna treat you like one so act like one"

"Ok" I didn't know what to say I felt tears building up in my eyes I was so embarrassed telling my dad I'm out having sex I wanted to die

"Have your mom make you an appointment so you can get checked out"

"What she need to be checked out for"

My dad gave me a look I knew I had to tell her or he would

"Sit down next to dad mom"

"What y'all got goin on down here"she said sitting down

"I- I"

"Stop stuttering you what"

"I lost my virginity"i said super fast looking away

"WHAT JMENA I KNEW THAT SNEAKY ASS BOY WAS UP TO SOMETHING when tf did it happen"

"Chill out"my dad said

"A few weeks ago"

"Jmena yk I love you but I'm not supporting that I will not have my 17 year old daughter walking around pregnant I don't want you doing that not in my house"

"I'm sorry atlas is a good person though he didn't force me into it was a mutual decision"this conversation was a lot and I was really trying not to burst out in tears

"You almost grown you if gon do shit just do it the smart way Jmena"my dad said

"I will..."

"I dnt like this at all I don't want you out having sex I'm asking you to not do anything dumb anymore and get pregnant mena"

"I not ma I promise y'all"

If Ian know then i know now they do NOT want me pregnant

"Come here"my mom said

I went over to her and she pulled me into a tight hug

"I love you baby spare me the heart ache and listen to us"

"I am I love you too mom"

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|3:28am|

"Hello i mumbled answering my phone"

"Jmena"I heard cypress sniffing

"Yes you ok"I say while sitting up"

"No"

"What's wrong where are you at"

"I'm at home"

"Why it sound like you been crying then cy"

"I'm pregnant Jmena

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