|2:14am|
"I don't wanna talk take me homeeee!!"
Atlas parked in a random lot because I was refusing to go to his house and if i did I was gonna get a Uber home
"You gon keep going bck n forth wit me or we gon talk Jmena I'm not taking yo ass home"
"You put your hands on me dragging me atlas you wanna talk so you can give me a sorry ass apology that you don't even mean I dnt wanna hear it right now honestly"
"Why you acting like I was punching on you or sum shit ian hurt yo ass you doin the most"
"You did it in an aggressive way I don't wanna be in a relationship with you and whenever you get upset you start putting your hands on me dragging me around with the intent to hurt me I refuse to be in a abusive relationship"i fidgeted with my necklace trying not to cry
"Ian gon put my hands on you like dat Jmena youn gotta worry bout that"
I sat there looking out the window holding in my tears I didn't want him to know I was crying
"I don't know that I didn't expect you to grab on me like you did but you did it I'm not willing to risk you actually hitting me"
"Look at me"
I felt my throat go dry and like I couldn't talk anymore then my tears started to fall in that moment I felt vulnerable
"Take me home please"i said while wiping away my tears
"Ight I'm bout to just look at me jmena"
I turned around finally facing him while continuing to wipe each tear that fell down my face
"Youn gotta believe me but I'm sorry ight I don't want you to feel like I'd really put my hands on you i'a never put you in harms way you understand me"
I nodded my head just wanting to be done
"Forgive me jmena I was just mad dats something imma work on I love you"atlas reached over then wrapped his arms around me embracing me in a bear hug
|3:46pm|
"I want to think he wouldn't ever hurt me ma but he has a short temper he gets mad quickly I was really shook and-"
"It's ok mena you did the right thing you feel uncomfortable or not safe you get away from what makes you feel that way"my mom said rubbing my back
"Atlas wouldn't hurt me I don't wanna think that he treats me with respect he's never disrespected me until last night"
"Mena you don't know peoples true colors until they show them and he showed you he might be capable of putting his hands on you when he's angry"
"I don't want it to be like that ma" I wiped my face
"What's best for you is to cut off all contact with that boy you were smart to get away now you have to stay away he's not gonna put his hands on you ever he won't see you again I promise that"
"Ok"I said in a low tone
"Your safety is more valuable than a silly relationship they come n go now I'll be back I'm gonna get you something to eat"she said kissing my forehead then leaving out of my room
I sighed deeply going in my bathroom
I looked at my red puffy eyes then threw water on my face My phone started ringing so I went back to my bed seeing it was jace calling
"Hello"I answered
"Aye jmena momma said dat Nigga put his hands on you"
"It's wasn't exactly like that... I'm fine jace"
"Let me see yo face"
"I look a mess"i put my face in the camera
"Wtf happened den"
"He grabbed me up and shoved me that's all"
"She tell dad"jace said giving me a confused look
"I don't know he didn't hurt me I'm fine so you don't have to talk about it"
"I'm bout ta- i'a call you bck"he said hanging up on me
"Fuckkkkkk"i whined knowin he was going to call our dad himself
I just crawled back into bed under my covers already tired of the endless talks I'm gonna hear later
I was regretting telling my mom anything but I originally thought that telling her was something I needed to do maybe the whole situation just needed to be talked about between me and Atlas I honestly didn't know anymore
- -
"Jmena I ain't playing with you call him over here"my dad demanded
My dad came home and Jace came over too they were forcing me to tell atlas to come over
"Why dad I'm just gonna stop talking to him we broke up that's the end of everything"
"You either gon do the shit or imma take yo phone and do it myself Jmena"
"Call da nigga"jace added
"What are y'all even trynna do"
"Talk"jace said blatantly
"No y'all not I don't want y'all to and jump him"i held onto my phone tightly
"Mena I love you baby girl and ion wanna yell at you nomo call him Cus if I do it I'm not being nice bout dis anymore"
"Ok"I said reluctantly unlocking my phone
I went and unblocked his number then I regular called him he picked up on the 3rd ring
"Hello"
"Wassup you coo Jmena had me blocked I tried calling you"
"Can you come over I wanna talk"
"Yeah i'a be there in 20"
"K"i said then hung up
"Y'all happy"
"Come downstairs and wait with us"
"Oh my"I rolled my eyes
"Bring yo ass on"my dad said then they left out my room
- -
"You walk out der first"jace said opening the front door
"I don't wanna participate in y'all jumping him"
"You already in it"jace said pushing me outside
I made my way to atlas car and stood on the driver's side as he raised down the window
"You want me to come in"
"Yeah"i said looking back at the front door
"Ight"he raised his window up got out the car then followed behind me going inside
We got met by my dad soon as we walked inside the house and I went and stood behind him
"You can go till I call you bck down mena"my dad said
"Pls dnt do anything crazy"I whispered going back to my room
When I got inside I kept my door halfway open so I could hear
