I was washing dishes when I thought about changing my life despite suffering from a quarter-life crisis. I sometimes feel like my life is a constant struggle between what I want and what I have - like waves are pulling me back and forth - being pushed and pulled in different directions. I am not moving...I am struggling. I want to be free from superficial things in this reality. I don't know, for I think that being a perfectionist can be a blessing and a curse at the same time. I tried to reflect on my existence for the past 20+ years, yet I cannot help but be disappointed in what I have become.
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Life Musings
RandomThis collection of different writings explores the inner workings of the author's mind and heart. Through a series of personal writings, from poetry to prose, the author shares her reflections on various aspects of life, such as joy, pain, love, los...