All my fault?

Chapter 2

Tw:ed/Emetophobia
Dazai POV:
He entered the office only to see Kunikida getting mad at Atsushi.
Maybe he could make Atsushi feel better if he scares him.
He tried but I didn't work.
He asked Atsushi if he was ok,Atsushi said that he's fine but Dazai didn't believe him.
Lunchtime came so Dazai went to ask Kunikida, Yosano, Ranpo, if they could eat with him.
They all said no so he gave up.
He was a about to leave the office when he saw Atsushi still working.
He went up to him and asked if he could go with him.
Atsushi agreed and we both went to the cafe.

Atsushi POV:
Him and Dazai where walking to the cafe.
"Oh no I'm such an idiot, why did I say yes???"
Him and Dazai made it to the cafe.
Dazai ordered a slice of cake and a coffee.
Atsushi didn't want to be rude because Dazai offered if Atsushi wanted to go with him so he got something.
So he got a slice of cake as well and coffee.
They both ate the cake and drank the coffee, after eating they went back to the office.
Atsushi sat down on his desk feeling really lightheaded, so he put his head on his desk.
After awhile he didn't feel better so he did what he had to do.
He went to the bathroom and checked if anyone was there.
TW⚠️
He went into a stall.
He got on his knees and put his head over the toilet.
He stick two fingers in mouth.
Making him gag.
He then proceeded to do this process until he has thrown up every he has eaten.
He got up, flushed the toilet and and walked out the stall.
He washed his hands and left the bathroom.
Tw over
He goes back to the office feeling a little bit better.
So he continues to do this work.
Later Kunikida went over to Atsushi and told him he could leave now.
He started to pack up his things.
He said his byes and left.
On his way home he stopped by the store to pick up some blades and bandages, because his blades were getting dull and he ran out of bandages.
He made it home and walked in his room.
He got a box from underneath his bed full of knives, box cutters,blades, and razors.
He started to pick out the dull blades and replace them with the new ones he got.
"The old ones do even work anymore, what's the point in having them."
After that, he walked to the bathroom and put the bandage away.
He went to the living room to put on the tv.
He sat there watching it for a while.
He fell asleep on the couch.
"Hope i don't fail anyone tomorrow, maybe it'll be a different day, even though that won't happen"

Hellooooo, I hope you like this chapter!!
I really hope I can continue this
Bye for now :33