Peaceful Forever [Book 2]

Chapter 15

AN: welcome to the smutty part of this series!

-Amily's POV-

Finnick and I share a few more kisses over the next few weeks. I want to do more but I don't want to push it.

Anchor came over to check in this morning and was not happy when he saw the faint hickey on my jaw. It was obvious that it wasn't from the capital.

"Amily..." he began, but I cut him off before he could go off on me about my decisions.

"Nope, you do not get to tell me what I can and can't do in my own house," I state, taking him by surprise. "I know you are trying to protect me but I've been doing better and he's helping. We both wanted this, and we are grown adults who can make our own decisions."

He sighs, clearly annoyed. After a few seconds of thinking he states, "Fine but no more mayor's kids becoming parents for the next five years."
"Deal," you laugh. You didn't want kids but also didn't want the conversation to continue into that debate.

You cooked dinner for Finnick that night. He only let you use the knives and hot appliances when he was there to supervise, so you didn't cook too often. After preparing his favorite dish, you both sat down to eat the warm fettuccine pasta.

Eating as much as your nerves would let you, you quickly finished up the meal and began to clean the kitchen. You had a check-in scheduled with Finnick tonight and you were nervous to tell him you wanted to speed things up. What if he didn't want to? Would he think you're weird for suddenly wanting more?

After helping you with the dishes and thanking you for the meal, he brought you to your downstairs bedroom so you could chat. Your stomach was full of butterflies and even just looking at him sitting on the bed made you excited for the possibilities. You had tried asking Johanna what these kinds of feelings meant and she called it "being horny". Who knows what that means.

Instead of starting your usual check in conversation with telling him how you were doing, you pulled him in for a kiss. He seemed surprised by this and pulled away.

"I thought we were supposed to be talking about how you are feeling?" he asked.

"This is how I'm feeling," you reply as you lean in to continue kissing him. He smiles and lets the make out session continue for awhile longer.

"Ok but really," he laughs as you pull away to catch your breath. "What's on your mind?"
He was laying on his back now with you practically straddling him. You didn't mean to get into this position but it happened lol.

"I want more," you tell him, trying to catch your breath.

"More?" He asks as he sits up slightly. He looks worried.

"Uh, only if you want to," you blurt out.

His smile returns. "What exactly did you have in mind?"

You spent the next hour making out with a shirtless Finnick while you straddled him on the bed. The rest of your clothes were still on but you could feel his erection poking you from underneath his boxers and sweatpants. You both left gentle hickeys on each other, making sure not to cause any actual damage.

As much as you hoped you were, you weren't quite ready to go all the way with him. You weren't super confortable with yourself and didn't exactly like to be unclothed around people. Even Finnick taking his shirt off while you made out seemed like a big step for you.

The next morning, Finnick wanted to talk about it but you did not.

"Ams we promised to talk about these things," he grumbled.