i lost all my friends for you.
every single person i was close with is gone
they claimed i wasn't as present anymore, too busy hanging out with you
so we got into an argument
and i left
i shouldn't have. because now you're making fun of me and ignoring me again.
i get so pissed i knock down one of my ex-friend to the ground by kicking them
i'm alone again.
it feels like two years ago, when you randomly started giving me affection.
you take that boy back.
you guys are close.
you share an airpod in class, he walks with his arm around your shoulder.
and i'm standing here, watching you move on with your life.
i'm always the fool with the smallest heart, aren't i ?
just like two years ago.
i'll never be that me again.
